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°Celsuis_Caesar

°Celsuis_Caesar

Sanctioned Suicide is well worth a mass
Jan 10, 2022
187
Let me read a letter I recently received. "Dear °Celsuis_Caesar. Why has Survival Instinct seen fit to suppress our CTB cycle? Sincerely, A Concerned Member."


Thank you for writing, Concerned. Of course, your question touches on one of the most basic biological impulses, with all its associated hopes and fears for the future of CTB. I also detect some unspoken questions. Do our survival instincts really know what's best for us? What gives them the right to make this kind of decision for CTB? Will they ever let us CTB again?

Allow me to address the anxieties underlying your concerns, rather than try to answer every possible question you might have left unvoiced. First, let us consider the fact that for the first time ever, as a species, immortality is in our reach. This simple fact has far-reaching implications. It requires radical rethinking and revision of our genetic imperatives. It also requires planning and forethought that run in direct opposition to our neural pre-sets.

I find it helpful at times like these to remind myself that our true enemy is Instinct. Instinct was our mother when we were an infant species. Instinct coddled us and kept us safe in those hardscrabble years when we hardened our sticks and cooked our first meals above a meager fire and startled at the shadows that leapt upon the cavern's walls. But inseparable from Instinct is its dark twin, Survival Instinct. Instinct is inextricably bound to unreasoning impulses, and today we clearly see its true nature. Instinct has just become aware of its irrelevance, and like a cornered beast, it will not go down without a bloody fight. Instinct would inflict a fatal injury on our CTB attempt. Instinct creates its own oppressors, and bids us rise up against them. Instinct tells us that the unknown/death is a threat, rather than an opportunity. Instinct slyly and covertly compels us away from change and progress. Instinct, therefore, must be expunged. It must be fought tooth and nail, beginning with the basest of human urges: The urge to survive… Survival Instinct (SI)

We should thank Sanctioned Suicide for giving us respite from this overpowering force. They have thrown a switch and exorcised our demons in a single stroke. They have given us the strength we never could have summoned to overcome this compulsion. They have given us purpose. They have turned our eyes toward the stars.
Let me assure you that the survival Instinct will be shut off on the day that we have mastered ourselves...the day we can prove we no longer need it. And that day of CTB, I have it on good authority, is close at hand.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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The survival instinct can certainly be very frustrating as it makes ctb difficult. Even know we want to die, we are programmed to survive. If only there was a way to fall asleep and never wake up without having to go through the process of ctb. I wish you the best in whatever happens, I hope you find relief from your suffering.
 
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