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SuccoDiGelato
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- Dec 5, 2021
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First of all I apologize for my bad English.
So, everything started about 1 year ago, I met a boy, his name was Ludwig.
Everything was beautiful with him and I suddenly fell in love for him.
He was so kind, gentle In short he was my perfect tipe of men.
We had a beautiful relationship, everything was too perfect... In March doctors had diagnosed A brain cancer too deep to be removed, so he was dying, my poor Ludwig was slowly dying and I cannot do anything to help him.
Now he's dead, I'm without my real love and this is just... You know, shit I don't know how to say it in English sorry :(
To make it short, I can't live without him anymore, I know that for someone my reason to CBT can be a bit stupid, but I feel like I don't have a part of me, the most important part of my heart.
This is the first time that I talk about this with someone, I mean... I talked just one time about this with my older sister, and he literally started to laugh at me.... So yeah, this is my reason.
I apologize another time for my really bad English.
So, everything started about 1 year ago, I met a boy, his name was Ludwig.
Everything was beautiful with him and I suddenly fell in love for him.
He was so kind, gentle In short he was my perfect tipe of men.
We had a beautiful relationship, everything was too perfect... In March doctors had diagnosed A brain cancer too deep to be removed, so he was dying, my poor Ludwig was slowly dying and I cannot do anything to help him.
Now he's dead, I'm without my real love and this is just... You know, shit I don't know how to say it in English sorry :(
To make it short, I can't live without him anymore, I know that for someone my reason to CBT can be a bit stupid, but I feel like I don't have a part of me, the most important part of my heart.
This is the first time that I talk about this with someone, I mean... I talked just one time about this with my older sister, and he literally started to laugh at me.... So yeah, this is my reason.
I apologize another time for my really bad English.