NeCkDeEp

NeCkDeEp

Experienced
Nov 30, 2019
285
OKAY my heart is going faster and I'm starting bit by bit to feel more slowlier and getting drowsy.
Might still take a bit until I pass out but I do not want to risk that my loved ones will read my comments here so I'm gonna delete my history now and want to thank you all for everything! :heart:

ALSO MY CAT JUST CAME IN BED WITH ME AND JSBSJSJD MY BABI IS GONNA BE NEXT TO ME WHILE I HOPEFULLY DIE ASAP JSNJSJSJSJ

^ yes I haven't vomited and don't feel like vomiting
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
Fortune favours the bold, and you've been as brave as anyone here. I'm sure that's worth a nugget or two. Safe travels to you! :heart:
 
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Return2Dust

Return2Dust

Experienced
Sep 28, 2019
246
OKAY my heart is going faster and I'm starting bit by bit to feel more slowlier and getting drowsy.
Might still take a bit until I pass out but I do not want to risk that my loved ones will read my comments here so I'm gonna delete my history now and want to thank you all for everything! :heart:

ALSO MY CAT JUST CAME IN BED WITH ME AND JSBSJSJD MY BABI IS GONNA BE NEXT TO ME WHILE I HOPEFULLY DIE ASAP JSNJSJSJSJ

^ yes I haven't vomited and don't feel like vomiting
Rest easy, friend. ❤️
 
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The nerd

Student
Dec 21, 2019
116
OKAY my heart is going faster and I'm starting bit by bit to feel more slowlier and getting drowsy.
Might still take a bit until I pass out but I do not want to risk that my loved ones will read my comments here so I'm gonna delete my history now and want to thank you all for everything! :heart:

ALSO MY CAT JUST CAME IN BED WITH ME AND JSBSJSJD MY BABI IS GONNA BE NEXT TO ME WHILE I HOPEFULLY DIE ASAP JSNJSJSJSJ

^ yes I haven't vomited and don't feel like vomiting
Much love and luck to you. I feel sadness but happiness for you in your choice.
 
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Starrywaters

Starrywaters

Member
Dec 10, 2019
67
I wish you peace wherever you may go.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
Lots of love and be at peace.
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
I'll miss you lots, love. I am so glad I was able to find a friend like you before you decided to ctb.
May you rest in peace. I'll see you on the other side soon. :heart:
 
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less than

less than

not important
Jul 25, 2019
195
Thank you that you was here. Goodbye NeCkDeEp
 
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die2live

Member
Dec 22, 2019
24
Wishing you the peace you seek
 
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mediocre

trapped here
Nov 9, 2019
1,442
never got a chance to know you but wish you peace now :heart:
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
1,083
Goodby goodbye goodby!
I am hugging you dear!
 
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SinisterKid

SinisterKid

Visionary
Jun 1, 2019
2,113
I can only hope that the transition between this life and whatever comes next is a smooth and peaceful one for you.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
7,557
30 minutes since you have been on. Say hello to Stan for me. He's waiting for you... just in time for Christmas.
 
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MaybeMaybeKnot

MaybeMaybeKnot

No ctrl-z when you ctb
Oct 25, 2019
339
Goodbye, friend. You will be missed. Thank you for your time with us.
 
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realjunes

Warlock
Oct 1, 2019
730
NeCkDeEp,
May everlasting love and eternal peace follow you wherever you are. Amen. :heart: :heart:
 
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APharmaDestroyedLife

APharmaDestroyedLife

Your RX drugs are likely your real problem
Nov 4, 2019
305
2 members, 2 nights in a row describe the taste as sea water. I think that is highly preferable to the taste than described by veterinary grade N. Also much less volume to get down.

Also it seems symptoms do not seem to start as quickly as the PPH states, that is good to know. Also good to know only a few people reporting pain.

Thank You!!! for taking your last moments to shed some much more needed light on this method.

Again thank you, and I am hoping you are now in that blissful euphoria between this life and what comes next... I am so happy to know your pets were with you and probably still are.
 
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Time

Time

Looking to leave.
Nov 10, 2019
264
I hope everything went smoothly for you, NeCkDeEp. I hope that you're in a better place. :heart: :hug:
 
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Dripping

Dripping

Member
Nov 17, 2019
49
Much love and luck to you. I feel sadness but happiness for you as it is your determination.
 
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x-Ace-x

x-Ace-x

Experienced
Aug 20, 2019
295
It's already 1h past the SN ingestion. So hopefully she reached what she wanted - peace :heart:
 
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angie

angie

need to exit
May 25, 2018
480
OKAY my heart is going faster and I'm starting bit by bit to feel more slowlier and getting drowsy.
Might still take a bit until I pass out but I do not want to risk that my loved ones will read my comments here so I'm gonna delete my history now and want to thank you all for everything! :heart:

ALSO MY CAT JUST CAME IN BED WITH ME AND JSBSJSJD MY BABI IS GONNA BE NEXT TO ME WHILE I HOPEFULLY DIE ASAP JSNJSJSJSJ

^ yes I haven't vomited and don't feel like vomiting
May your passing be peacefull . RIP:heart:
 
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Dubs

Dubs

I exist without my consent.
Aug 16, 2018
176
It's incredible how comfortable he/she(?) was on both of their attempts. They remained so relaxed and talkative. Another user I wish I could have known in real life, hopefully they are at peace now.
 
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Tinhoo

Tinhoo

I want to sleep forever, let me die in peace
Dec 16, 2019
16
I really hope that you have found the peace
Good journey....enjoy that deep deep rest...
 
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Sensei

Sensei

剣道家
Nov 4, 2019
6,336
It's incredible how comfortable he/she(?) was on both of their attempts. They remained so relaxed and talkative.

She. She was a cute, kind, fun, natural girl I wish I could have helped somehow. It probably really was time for her to go, and I believe this simply because she seems to have felt joy and no fear. I believe that anyone who's fearful and/or hesitates isn't ready and should wait. That, however, doesn't mean that you are ready just because you feel no fear. I didn't even feel the slightest ting of fear when I made my attempts, but that's because I was broken by a bipolar depression and was not in my right mind.
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
She. She was a cute, kind, fun, natural girl I wish I could have helped somehow. It probably really was time for her to go, and I believe this simply because she seems to have felt joy and no fear. I believe that anyone who's fearful and/or hesitates isn't ready and should wait. That, however, doesn't mean that you are ready just because you feel no fear. I didn't even feel the slightest ting of fear when I made my attempts, but that's because I was broken by a bipolar depression and was not in my right mind.
Just fyi, I PM-ed with her several times (as I'm sure several others did), and she was adamant and certain that she wanted to CTB. I'm not suggesting you are contradicting that of course. It seems heaven has gained a wonderful and bright spirit.
 
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