Cascade of chaos derailed me. Now i have no idea how to get SN

[ScornedStoic]

Many months ago I was in conversations with people here about sourcing sn but had a series of crises related to my living situation that was most pressing.

Now I'm unsure where to start sourcing sn, I only have one site to try that I remember and if it doesnt work that will be a problem

I've exhausted the last of my reserves I cant take it anymore, suicide barely scares me anymore I just crave an end to the suffering. Its unbearable.

 

[lebrodude]

Many people are in the same boat.

The availability of SN is a lot more restrictive of late due to publicity of its use.

 

[FuneralCry]

I find it so horrible how it's purposely made so difficult to die, it's just cruel how those who want to eternally escape from this existence cannot just easily die in peace. But anyway I hope that you eventually find what you search for, best of luck.