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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
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My - by the modern day Stasi compromised younger sisters - recently made a fucking carrot cake and brought it to my crazy Stasi mothers basement where I - of course, reside.

Fair enough. However, my mom knows I'm suicidal and even fucking taunts me that I haven't been able to commit by saying shit like - right after I wake up - "This carrot cake wont die, it's immortal".

Context: My Stasi mom collects dried food and bread like substances for her friend who has chickens lol.

I know this sounds trivial but imagine having this bullshit (humiliation taunting bla bla bla by "friends", family and others) around you 24/7 including people you don't even know!

You can't make this shit up. There are so many more examples..
 
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GarageKarate07

GarageKarate07

Wizard
Aug 18, 2020
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My - by the modern day Stasi compromised younger sisters - recently made a fucking carrot cake and brought it to my crazy Stasi mothers basement where I - of course, reside.

Fair enough. However, my mom knows I'm suicidal and even fucking taunts me that I haven't been able to commit by saying shit like - right after I wake up - "This carrot cake wont die, it's immortal".

Context: My Stasi mom collects dried food and bread like substances for her friend who has chickens lol.

I know this sounds trivial but imagine having this bullshit (humiliation taunting bla bla bla by "friends", family and others) around you 24/7 including people you don't even know!

You can't make this shit up. There are so many more examples..
I'm not going to lie... this is a little bit funny. I can understand that they are mocking and teasing and no it's not right. I feel as though I do not have a family so in a way I can relate. It's aggravating. In a way they are trying to help but thats not the best way to go about it. That's just being ignorant (I know there's a better word but im drunk) of your feelings.
 
IsThisTheEnd?

IsThisTheEnd?

Mange
Aug 6, 2020
585
I don't see how it's funny,? some of my family are like this, so when I ctb what do I say thanks for nothing?
 
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Carrotcake

Carrotcake

Experienced
Nov 27, 2019
265
Not gonna lie I had a small heart attack when I saw this thread :pfff:
 
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UterEntonaur

UterEntonaur

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Aug 17, 2020
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I know this sounds trivial but imagine having this bullshit (humiliation taunting bla bla bla by "friends", family and others) around you 24/7 including people you don't even know!
Oh wow, emotional and mental torment like that would drive someone to suicide... oh wait -_-

I'm guessing these "friends, family and others" are the ones who'd say (after your CTB) that you could've came to them if you wanted to talk, or that they had no idea that you were suicidal? I know my mum will be like that... Always the victim and never the narcissistic perpetrator. I feel for you @StateOfMind :hug:
 
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