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CrappyMJ

CrappyMJ

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Apr 2, 2019
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I'm trying to do partial but for some fucking reason I can't pass out anymore. I've already tried this a year and a half ago and easily passed out within 10 seconds. If it wasn't for that old ass rope, I wouldn't be here right now
Since then I went to the gym and gained like 15 lbs(7KG).

I used to easily get light headed by just using my fingers to block the artery but now no matter what I do, I can't find it. I keep blocking the jagular vein and just feel a lot of pressure building up in my face. For some reason my left artery feels much more feint when using my fingers

I hate this body. It doesn't even let me leave ffs
 
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Apr 22, 2023
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This is so crazy, very similar to my situation. My left artery is much smaller, weaker pulse and harder to find than the right one, so when I attempt I just block the jugular. It's hell! I'm sorry you're going through this
 
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