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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,134
fuck it i'm doing it. anyone caught int eh crossfire, oh well.
 
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Goghni

Goghni

Dr Mann’s Survival Instinct
Apr 25, 2023
28
If you're planning on rolling it you want to turn in the direction the drivers side is on for maximum force from the roll. Driver left side, steer left, driver right side, steer right. For an impact you want something solid obviously because you're basically trying to recreate what a fall does but on the other axis, travelling at speed and a sudden stop in movement. Hitting another vehicle is sort of unreliable even at speed is my guess, you would be surprised how much absorption of the impact is removed through malleable materials. That's before we consider seatbelt on or off. A relative chose this method into a solid stone wall on a rural road, not sure of any further specifics but it worked.

Thought about the idea but survival is too risky and you'll end up with both bone and organ damage.
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,134
I'm planning on driving it off the highway.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,363
There's a low likelihood of success with this method. Too many variables out of your control, not to mention that you could end up killing someone else, which just isn't cool at all. But hey, do whatever you want.
 
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murmur

murmur

cage
Dec 11, 2022
133
I'm sorry you've been pushed to desire such a drastic way to go, its a shame that agony can be built up like this and theres so little to do about it but hope to end before it gets worse day by day, just wanna say I appreciate your plainspokeness and enjoy coming across your posts here and there. wishing you luck and courage whatever you decide to do
 
Goghni

Goghni

Dr Mann’s Survival Instinct
Apr 25, 2023
28
I'm planning on driving it off the highway.
Honestly I'm not entirely sure what that entails with my UK centric view of a highway. I hope I haven't sounding like a smart ass in telling you what you already know, I would want people to depart reliably with no suffering. If going off the highway provides a sudden stop to the entire car, then either your organs crashing into your bones or your head hitting something in the car will do the trick, all this with a seatbelt at the highest speed possible.
 
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got1992thumbs

Member
May 14, 2023
19
Sounds like it would really suck and most likely not work. If we had good luck we wouldn't be here right?
 
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fuzzy-clown

Experienced
Nov 27, 2022
227
If you fail this one, you may end up surviving but be paralyzed.
Do you plan on aiming at anything when driving it off the highway?
 
unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,134
I'm sorry you've been pushed to desire such a drastic way to go, its a shame that agony can be built up like this and theres so little to do about it but hope to end before it gets worse day by day, just wanna say I appreciate your plainspokeness and enjoy coming across your posts here and there. wishing you luck and courage whatever you decide to do
you have no iidea
thanks.

If you fail this one, you may end up surviving but be paralyzed.
Do you plan on aiming at anything when driving it off the highway?
Is that what needs to happen to get my overdue disability now? more pain and die on the death bed, either way works.

Sounds like it would really suck and most likely not work. If we had good luck we wouldn't be here right?

There's a low likelihood of success with this method. Too many variables out of your control, not to mention that you could end up killing someone else, which just isn't cool at all. But hey, do whatever you want.

Leave the fear mongering at the metal detector.
And, don't be in the way, that's the only thing out of control; everything else is guaranteed in this dumper.
to die i need impulse, no SI, impulse is the only way possible, this is the only method that will do that; yeah i did drive back to think about it; SN is an impossible cause there's no use trying that like my other delusions
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
319
I hope you find peace rest. You are being thought of.
 
unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,134
I'll do it at night time in one of those abandoned locations near the forested area or something, ram into a tree or something, hopefully the engine will explode on me, then I won't have to swallow a grenade.
 
Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
404
Yesterday as I drove from point A to B and back I was scoping out telephone poles and pondering everything that would go into making a successful impact. Good 2 hours of driving total. I was so deep in thought the ride felt like it passed quickly. Then I realized, with my luck, I'll be waking up to paramedics, police and the fire department rescuing me. And I'll probably be confined to a wheelchair or some shit for the remainder of my already miserable life. I like the thought of it but I don't feel like I'd accomplish it.
 
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Valky

Valky

Petulant Child (this was written by dot and a lie)
Apr 4, 2023
1,351
I think this method is wayyyy too risky. You can only hope to smash your head hard enough against the window on impact. Otherwise the airbag will take all the force out of it.
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
I'll do it at night time in one of those abandoned locations near the forested area or something, ram into a tree or something, hopefully the engine will explode on me, then I won't have to swallow a grenade.
Engine exploding is very rare, how many times you heard that happened after an accident especially recent engines are built in a way that it won't explode after air bag is released or don't explode at all

Instead of hitting a tree which is unpredictable better hit a strong wall and make sure you don't wear a seatbelt, si will kick in better don't push your brake, don't go slow minimum 80 mph and if you can remove the airbags from your vehicle remove it!
 
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blacksand

blacksand

Specialist
May 2, 2023
359
enough G force and aortic rupture will kill you instantly. Need like 120mph and an instant stop.
 
unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,134
Yesterday as I drove from point A to B and back I was scoping out telephone poles and pondering everything that would go into making a successful impact. Good 2 hours of driving total. I was so deep in thought the ride felt like it passed quickly. Then I realized, with my luck, I'll be waking up to paramedics, police and the fire department rescuing me. And I'll probably be confined to a wheelchair or some shit for the remainder of my already miserable life. I like the thought of it but I don't feel like I'd accomplish it.
Leave your metaphoric sarcasm at Hell's Gate.
As I mentioned before, to the other linked, if I don't die, this permanent damage is what I need for them realize my already sever pain was already there but now they can physically see it.
Either way, it's been on my mind ever since. But I was thinking of doing tonight at least.
I think this method is wayyyy too risky. You can only hope to smash your head hard enough against the window on impact. Otherwise the airbag will take all the force out of it.

I aiming too, and also hit hard enough to let the engine explode me as well. Overkill.

Otherwise the airbag will take all the force out of it.
My car has a working airbag?

enough G force and aortic rupture will kill you instantly. Need like 120mph and an instant stop.
Good to know, thanks.
Engine exploding is very rare, how many times you heard that happened after an accident especially recent engines are built in a way that it won't explode after air bag is released or don't explode at all

Instead of hitting a tree which is unpredictable better hit a strong wall and make sure you don't wear a seatbelt, si will kick in better don't push your brake, don't go slow minimum 80 mph and if you can remove the airbags from your vehicle remove it!
This is not a recent car.
The term: full speed ahead; no stopping, the point.
Stop talking about SI, like it matters when I'm already this goddamn impulsive.
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
624
Yesterday as I drove from point A to B and back I was scoping out telephone poles and pondering everything that would go into making a successful impact. Good 2 hours of driving total. I was so deep in thought the ride felt like it passed quickly. Then I realized, with my luck, I'll be waking up to paramedics, police and the fire department rescuing me. And I'll probably be confined to a wheelchair or some shit for the remainder of my already miserable life. I like the thought of it but I don't feel like I'd accomplish it.
And a ring of morons holding up cellphones to film you bleeding out, cuz people be like that.
 
lithium_flower

lithium_flower

Walking a never ending plateau. Where’s the cliff
Feb 11, 2020
11
I've also been thinking about this strategy lately. Do you live near a canyon or foothills?
I live near foothills and thought about diving off. It might be a little risky to do it on a highway or road since you may kill someone else other than yourself.

I have also thought about walking into traffic at the right moment.

I hope you don't experience this pain much longer. I wish nothing but peace and relief for you. <3
 
unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,134
I've also been thinking about this strategy lately. Do you live near a canyon or foothills?
I live near foothills and thought about diving off. It might be a little risky to do it on a highway or road since you may kill someone else other than yourself.

I have also thought about walking into traffic at the right moment.

I hope you don't experience this pain much longer. I wish nothing but peace and relief for you. <3
No the city. Walking into traffic is less effective than the train method. I really don't feel like going far to the foothills, I want it to be over with now.
And thanks.
 
WokenDier

WokenDier

Member
May 17, 2023
33
even i was thinking about this method, crashing my car at 200kmph...
 
Thisisme373

Thisisme373

Arcanist
Feb 16, 2019
418
And a ring of morons holding up cellphones to film you bleeding out, cuz people be like that.
That shit makes my blood boil. Sick fucks, humans are disgusting
@unnormal9 I hope you find peace , sorry life pushed has pushed you this far
 
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unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,134
That shit makes my blood boil. Sick fucks, humans are disgusting
@unnormal9 I hope you find peace , sorry life pushed has pushed you this far

thanks. i was supposed to do it yesterday night, because of course when i got in that thing kept poking my brain again, like with all my other attempts.
i don't drink but i think that's what i have to do to beat it and die tonight.
thrice i backed out of an attempt, yeah i'm a idiot slug all right.
 
Goghni

Goghni

Dr Mann’s Survival Instinct
Apr 25, 2023
28
thanks. i was supposed to do it yesterday night, because of course when i got in that thing kept poking my brain again, like with all my other attempts.
i don't drink but i think that's what i have to do to beat it and die tonight.
thrice i backed out of an attempt, yeah i'm a idiot slug all right.
Car is extremely hard. I would liken it to jumping but with a parachute option the whole way down. I did a few test laps with a few spots to see how it felt, keeping my eyes open was definitely not viable, and if I lined it up in anyway I would have to deal with the expectation even with eyes closed. Driving at high speed is one of the things that makes me feel happy which makes the method even more difficult on top of fears of how it all might go wrong.
 
Black Sheep One

Black Sheep One

Member
Mar 4, 2023
93
I have also targeted certain power poles along the roadway that would be an easy hit. Would 60 mph into one achieve the correct results? It is just to risky...
 

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