dandan
One more attempt on life.
- Feb 18, 2019
- 1,298
Can't stop thinking, there's possibly a way to enjoy life...
But I have twenty years looking for that formula ...
And now I have not only lost 20 years but also ALL the money I ever needed.... So now I'm poor...
And I still wish I could find a way to enjoy life.... many many times reach the conclusion I can't enjoy life, I am broken, and then that's when I attempted and felt like ctb....
Accepting my current situation is very difficult....
Wish I really became insane and lost my mind..
Wish I gave a fuck about being poor and only laugh about my situation and life...
Wish I could make people laugh with how heavy life can get, and how powerful I can be that no matter what I won't quit ...
Damm... I feel like quitting....
I dunno if I'll drink them bottles of N ... After I get them both
But I have twenty years looking for that formula ...
And now I have not only lost 20 years but also ALL the money I ever needed.... So now I'm poor...
And I still wish I could find a way to enjoy life.... many many times reach the conclusion I can't enjoy life, I am broken, and then that's when I attempted and felt like ctb....
Accepting my current situation is very difficult....
Wish I really became insane and lost my mind..
Wish I gave a fuck about being poor and only laugh about my situation and life...
Wish I could make people laugh with how heavy life can get, and how powerful I can be that no matter what I won't quit ...
Damm... I feel like quitting....
I dunno if I'll drink them bottles of N ... After I get them both