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throwaway2goawy

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Mar 7, 2021
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On Monday a girl I've been close to but never hooked up with messaged out of the blue. I'm not in the right place for a relationship especially as I'm planning to ctb soon, but I can't stop thinking about having sex both with her and just random other people. As a side note I'm bi, but rather than experiment when I was younger I did nothing and now I look back thinking I missed out.

Does anyone else relate to this? My mind is a mess as it is so having this doesn't help much.
 
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iwanttodie000

Student
Feb 15, 2021
199
I do, I'm gay and I look back wishing I had a lot more sex. I've also wondered what it would be like to have sex with a lot of random guys before I ctb. You're not alone.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Yes, before trying to ctb last year, I had lots of sex because I was excited about dying. I mean, I was gonna leave this world so, better enjoy it.
So, I had some random dates and sex. It was really nice.
If you do it, please use condoms.
As for your friend, I wouldn't have sex with her. It's not a good idea to hurt the feelings of people surrounding you.
The more strangers they are, the better.

Wish you the best!
 
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throwaway2goawy

Member
Mar 7, 2021
52
Yes, before trying to ctb last year, I had lots of sex because I was excited about dying. I mean, I was gonna leave this world so, better enjoy it.
So, I had some random dates and sex. It was really nice.
If you do it, please use condoms.
As for your friend, I wouldn't have sex with her. It's not a good idea to hurt the feelings of people surrounding you.
The more stranger they are, the better.

Wish you the best!
Thanks, and yeah completely agree on the part about my friend, I'm going to tell them I'm not in a great place right now. Wish I was but as you say I don't want to hurt anyone around me.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
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I try to beat my dick so hard that I lose my sex drive.
 
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Endeavour

Mage
Dec 13, 2020
566
Maybe if you can find some kind of extreme dominatrix you can combine the 2.

Get off while you get off.
 
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Foreversad

(D)uck prolifers
Jun 21, 2021
413
On Monday a girl I've been close to but never hooked up with messaged out of the blue. I'm not in the right place for a relationship especially as I'm planning to ctb soon, but I can't stop thinking about having sex both with her and just random other people. As a side note I'm bi, but rather than experiment when I was younger I did nothing and now I look back thinking I missed out.

Does anyone else relate to this? My mind is a mess as it is so having this doesn't help much.
Well my problem is that i plan to have sex but am afraid i will be thinking ctb while sex get confused and screw the whole procedure.also im getting bored easily nowadays .i will be just like ' i came ,you re fine ' and stroke his back
 

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