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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
447
I wish i can sleep forever
I got too much trauma and i only want to end all this suffering
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
Same bro same, I'm holding so I can make people happy mainly using ctb as a last resort, I hope you find peace in life or death, we are all in this shitty world together.
 
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𖣂𖣂𖣂.

𖣂𖣂𖣂.

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May 26, 2023
165
Same here we are all in this together.
 
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Jamesun

Jamesun

No longer human.
Feb 23, 2022
127
I understand you, I know how horrible that feeling is, although I hope you can do what makes you feel better, although I would also like to sleep one day and not wake up.
I hope and you can find what gives you peace, we are all in this together.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,069
Same here. Many of us here in the exact same situation.
It's utterly exhausting and soul-crushing.
So sorry you are going through this.
 
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90starve

90starve

i don’t know who i am
May 8, 2023
578
i can also relate - i spend my alone time desperately crying at the thought of being forced to continue existing. i wish i could just unplug myself from the mains and cease to exist.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,233
Being able to sleep permanently, free from all future suffering certainly does sound so incredibly ideal, I despise existing and it's horrible how in this dreadful world there's so much unnecessary anguish, it disgusts me how we cannot just easily free ourselves from this hellish existence. Eternal sleep with everything finally forgotten about is certainly what I've always wished for, it's true that the only relief lies in death, I hope that you eventually find the freedom you are searching for.
 
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