Cant see beyond 40

[nirvana133]

I'm 26 and cant even imagine seeing beyond 30 let alone 40, anyone feel the same way? hopefully i will be gone within the next year.

 

[Emerald]

I'm 26 and cant even imagine seeing beyond 30 let alone 40, anyone feel the same way? hopefully i will be gone within the next year.

100%. I am 26 too soon to be 27. My life is miserable with so many health problems, anxiety, depression and aspergers and a whole host of other issues. I always think if my pain is this bad now what will it be like at 30 or 40? My mind never stops worrying. Definitely don't want to see 2020 but whether I have the courage to CTB before or not remains to be seen.

 

[Final Escape]

I'm 26 and cant even imagine seeing beyond 30 let alone 40, anyone feel the same way? hopefully i will be gone within the next year.

I did used to feel that way now I'm 42 It really depends on how u live your life if it will suck for u or not as an older person. It can be really great or u can have a terrible life but it is some degree choice. I haven't made good choices and it's empty because I chose to prioritize the wrong things in my youth.

 

[Sweet emotion]

I'm 26 and cant even imagine seeing beyond 30 let alone 40, anyone feel the same way? hopefully i will be gone within the next year.

Of course. I never imagined seeing 30 because I got physically sick at 20 with a really painful condition. I thought I would have killed myself by now but I haven't. This is most definitely going to be my last year here.

I'm 26 and cant even imagine seeing beyond 30 let alone 40, anyone feel the same way? hopefully i will be gone within the next year.

Of course. I never imagined seeing 30 because I got physically sick at 20 with a really painful condition. I thought I would have killed myself by now but I haven't. This is most definitely going to be my last year here.

 

[Throwawaysoul]

I'm 40+ and it's worse then I imagined.

 

[Mort]

I'm 26 and cant even imagine seeing beyond 30 let alone 40, anyone feel the same way? hopefully i will be gone within the next year.

I am 45 so sort of half way through life and i cant see my self making to collecting my pension. I just cant do another 45 year's no way hosay it dont help as i am in pain all the time. And it only going to get worse and more than likely going to end up in a wheelchair pooing and weeing my self to . So sod it to the next 45 years . As soon as i can get over this self presentation thingy thats it worm food.

 

[Mr2005]

I'm 33 and already feel so old and irrelevant. Lifes all about being 18. You have to wait 18 years and then it's over in one. As I've got older everything's got younger which doesn't help any. My problems could have been over before I was 18. There's not a moment goes by I don't think about that. There isn't a reason in the world good enough that it wasn't. About the best I've got is that at 17 I thought I had forever but it feels over already before it even began.

 

[Ratherbeskinny]

I've been thinking like that ever since I was like 10 or so. I'm 21 now, yet it feels like I've already lived for 80 years. I can't imagine myself being 30 or older either, but I thought the same way about my current age when I was younger so who knows.‍

 

[marcusuk63]

yes since i was 13 and somehow here i still am 43 years later .
Not for much longer though ,i hate my life , i hate what the world has become and most of all i hate me .

 

[Wayfaerer]

I know I won't be seeing 30.

 

[Azzy69]

i am 23 and I won't live until 24

 

[throwaway123]

LOL I can't even imagine seeing beyond tomorrow.

 

[Lotus1818]

Man I feel exactly the same. I'm 26 and I jokingly told my friends and fiance that I would be dead before I'm 30. Allot of coworkers tell me that everything goes downhill around 30. Though I feel it went all downhill for me when I was 20