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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
I can't stand being myself. I don't want to be me anymore. I want to ctb so bad.. sorry just venting. I can't stand my existence anymore. Every second is a torture
 
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suffering

suffering

Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
Aug 17, 2018
398
I feel the same.. I feel so trapped.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
I hate me, he's the worst and deserves to be killed really.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
It's so hard to stay...
 
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JD8080

JD8080

“Death is certain, Life is not “
Jun 28, 2020
51
Every minute of every day is torture
 
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Bct

Bct

Disqualified from Being Human
Apr 20, 2020
419
Living as myself sucks
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,621
I can't live with myself either. It's a shame though because I'm actually alright and had a lot going for me. Just fucked it up and can't ever put it right
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
I can't live with myself either. It's a shame though because I'm actually alright and had a lot going for me. Just fucked it up and can't ever put it right
I guess year 2005 was the year your life changed. Mine changed in 2014 and started to become worse. Now I want to die. I can relate so much with you. Hope you're doing better.
 
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death unto me

Member
Jun 26, 2020
33
I feel you. I'm utterly disgusted with just the mere thought of myself. I've self-sabotaged for years so i don't think there's hope for me to get better, ctb is the only way to go. Unfortunately, it takes soooo much courage to do it.
 
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WitheringAway

WitheringAway

Ima shake the champagne bottle...
Jun 23, 2020
404
I hear ya. I can't be myself around this fućked up country so I have to pretend to be someone I hate. Wish I could just have the freedom to be myself really.. that's all I ask
 
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Aeathelina

Aeathelina

Little Homeless Girl
Feb 5, 2020
307
I hate myself and view my existence as a blight on this earth and a curse to my family.
 
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