Venting can’t live like this for much longer

[sincerelysad]

i can't do this anymore. i really fucking can't. waking up in the middle of the night in agony, just to sit up and fall asleep on the toilet, or collapse to the floor in a pain induced blackout. i'm so fucking exhausted. my grip on my sanity is slowly slipping and i wish there was a way for me to be at peace already. i just want to rest for an eternity. i'm so tired. i'm so tired. i'm so tired.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

That sounds so terrible (and familiar). Are you going to look into SN? What can you do to make this current moment more bearable?

 

[MideonNViscera]

Hey Sincerely,

I think I know you well enough at this point to say you certainly don't deserve this. There's not a fucking thing I can say to make it any better, but I do want you to know you have a friend in me. I'm really rooting for you.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm so sorry you are suffering so much. It just horrifies me that people have to live like this. I just wish this world was more compassionate towards people clearly in so much pain.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really does sound ideal being able to rest for all eternity, if only dying is as easy as just choosing to never wake again then that would be ideal, but sadly that's not the reality. Existing really can be torture and it sounds so incredibly awful what you have to endure. I hate this hellish existence and all the torment that it causes existing beings to experience.

 

[sincerelysad]

That sounds so terrible (and familiar). Are you going to look into SN? What can you do to make this current moment more bearable?

i think im going to look into SN. just not sure when i'll be able to afford it. i already have a way to order it and everything.

Hey Sincerely,

I think I know you well enough at this point to say you certainly don't deserve this. There's not a fucking thing I can say to make it any better, but I do want you to know you have a friend in me. I'm really rooting for you.

thank you so much. being on this forum has shown me more compassion and understanding than i've ever been familiar with before. it means the world to me.

 

[june]

Hugs to you =)