Trench
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- May 1, 2021
- 4
I really can't stand it anymore and I know these feelings will get worse as time goes on. I really see no meaning in life. I know this will never change, I dread the future. I dread real life it's just pain. The things I used to like don't make me happy anymore and the things I have left are slowly disappearing. I used to think that maybe love could save me, fill the emptyness, but that was a delusion (laughable). I can't even get up from my bed. I am just not meant for this world. I wish I had the choice to be here. But I can't leave this world because I don't want to make my parents suffer. I feel so trapped.