cant get SN down

[user667]

i've read that you can mix table salt and water to mimic the taste of SN to see if you'd be able to get the SN down. 25 grams of salt is about 1.333 tablespoons, but since i knew it was going to be tough i did 1 tablespoon in 1/4 cup of water. i read that using a strong mouthwash can numb the mouth so i swished it about 30 seconds and then used a straw (another precaution listed in the thread) and drank the salt mixture. holy shit it was the worst thing ever. i usually vomit from alcohol on an empty stomach because of the taste so i figured i was just sensitive. i have a terrible gag reflex and i gag whenever i taste something i don't like. but i used the straw and drank as much of it as i could fit in my mouth and oh my god it was so awful. i'm not a pussy i don't mind something tasting bad but this was beyond. i managed to swallow it but it immediately came back up. the taste was stuck in my mouth and my throat burned. my stomach was empty because i haven't eaten since yesterday lunch so i kept vomiting up stomach acid. i didn't even know i had that much fucking stomach acid. i was stuck vomiting in the toilet for about ten minutes and i finally stumbled to the sink and rinsed my mouth but no matter how much water i had the taste was still there. i vomited some more and had some more water i guess. it's been about 20 minutes since i drank it and everything tastes very salty, my throat burns and i'm so nauseous. and supposedly SN tastes WORSE. and that wasn't even the full 25 grams. SN is my method and the ONLY available method to me so idk wtf to do. i'm so stuck. how am i supposed to get this shit down without vomiting? i've tried everything in the threads. i don't know what to do. fuck my life i just want out of here.

 

[Wrennie]

Oh no... that sounds absolutely terrible! I'm so sorry!

That's one of the reasons I still haven't CTB'd with SN... I don't know how a person could even hold such a potent thing down without instantaneously puking their brains out.

 

[lost_soul83]

i've read that you can mix table salt and water to mimic the taste of SN to see if you'd be able to get the SN down. 25 grams of salt is about 1.333 tablespoons, but since i knew it was going to be tough i did 1 tablespoon in 1/4 cup of water. i read that using a strong mouthwash can numb the mouth so i swished it about 30 seconds and then used a straw (another precaution listed in the thread) and drank the salt mixture. holy shit it was the worst thing ever. i usually vomit from alcohol on an empty stomach because of the taste so i figured i was just sensitive. i have a terrible gag reflex and i gag whenever i taste something i don't like. but i used the straw and drank as much of it as i could fit in my mouth and oh my god it was so awful. i'm not a pussy i don't mind something tasting bad but this was beyond. i managed to swallow it but it immediately came back up. the taste was stuck in my mouth and my throat burned. my stomach was empty because i haven't eaten since yesterday lunch so i kept vomiting up stomach acid. i didn't even know i had that much fucking stomach acid. i was stuck vomiting in the toilet for about ten minutes and i finally stumbled to the sink and rinsed my mouth but no matter how much water i had the taste was still there. i vomited some more and had some more water i guess. it's been about 20 minutes since i drank it and everything tastes very salty, my throat burns and i'm so nauseous. and supposedly SN tastes WORSE. and that wasn't even the full 25 grams. SN is my method and the ONLY available method to me so idk wtf to do. i'm so stuck. how am i supposed to get this shit down without vomiting? i've tried everything in the threads. i don't know what to do. fuck my life i just want out of here.

You know people use a lot of table salt mixed with water to make themselves vomit. I would hope that the SN would be a little easier to keep down, especially with an antiemetic. Metoclopramide is not only an antiemetic but it makes the stomach empty faster. Hopefully that would help get the SN into the small intestine before you vomit so you're not actually vomiting up the SN. This is all speculative so take it at face value please.

 

[user667]

Oh no... that sounds absolutely terrible! I'm so sorry!

That's one of the reasons I still haven't CTB'd with SN... I don't know how a person could even hold such a potent thing down without instantaneously puking their brains out.

sounds like we have a lot of the same problems! u replied to my thread yesterday about where to ctb. yeah, i don't know how they do it. i guess some people are born without much of a gag reflex but i'm certainly not one of them! i saw someone recommend orajel on the tongue to numb the mouth so i'll probably try that but i'm not optimistic.

 

[yetme]

i've read that you can mix table salt and water to mimic the taste of SN to see if you'd be able to get the SN down. 25 grams of salt is about 1.333 tablespoons, but since i knew it was going to be tough i did 1 tablespoon in 1/4 cup of water. i read that using a strong mouthwash can numb the mouth so i swished it about 30 seconds and then used a straw (another precaution listed in the thread) and drank the salt mixture. holy shit it was the worst thing ever. i usually vomit from alcohol on an empty stomach because of the taste so i figured i was just sensitive. i have a terrible gag reflex and i gag whenever i taste something i don't like. but i used the straw and drank as much of it as i could fit in my mouth and oh my god it was so awful. i'm not a pussy i don't mind something tasting bad but this was beyond. i managed to swallow it but it immediately came back up. the taste was stuck in my mouth and my throat burned. my stomach was empty because i haven't eaten since yesterday lunch so i kept vomiting up stomach acid. i didn't even know i had that much fucking stomach acid. i was stuck vomiting in the toilet for about ten minutes and i finally stumbled to the sink and rinsed my mouth but no matter how much water i had the taste was still there. i vomited some more and had some more water i guess. it's been about 20 minutes since i drank it and everything tastes very salty, my throat burns and i'm so nauseous. and supposedly SN tastes WORSE. and that wasn't even the full 25 grams. SN is my method and the ONLY available method to me so idk wtf to do. i'm so stuck. how am i supposed to get this shit down without vomiting? i've tried everything in the threads. i don't know what to do. fuck my life i just want out of here.

Use capsules. They will slow down the absorption for a bit, but it will keep you from puking.
At least that's my plan.

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

I think SN is more soluble in water than salt?

 

[AutoTap]

I gag when thinking of drinking the SN. But when super determined and impulsive it just works I guess?

I order Sn and was going to do it but my parents found it in the mail and dumped it into the sink. As the bottle was empty.

 

[Ghost2211]

Drinking large amounts of salt is not the same as SN, and doing so is dangerous. High amounts of salt can make you very sick or kill you, and not in a pleasant way.

 

[My_name_is_Luka]

I don't see how someone could avoid vomiting after drinking a lot of salt. The body react to salt by releasing more liquids from the glands in the mouth (this is what you call "watering mouth"). I don't know exactly the biological explanation behind that, if it is a process for digestion or protection. That's one of the reason why swallowing a lot of salt is so difficult.
I don't think that any medical drug can make that easier. Possibly SN doesn't cause the same reaction.

 

[Nymph]

That sounds horrible, I won't be testing it like that. Just down it when I'm ready to ctb. I hope I'll be able to do it

 

[262653]

I think about using mouthwash before drinking SN. And I will try to position the straw as deep into the mouth as I can while drinking drinking as fast as I can. The taste of salt feels less distinctive at the base of my tongue... Actually, it takes me about 8-10 seconds to drink that amount of water. I'd like to have a wider straw...

 

[Meditation guide]

i kept vomiting up stomach acid.

I feel like vomiting just thinking about it. I really don't think I can handle drinking SN. It's sickening to me. Thank you for sharing that. I really don't see how people manage to drink it.

Just from reading your account of it I'm fighting the urge to vomit.

My stomach immediately ejects anything it doesn't like.

 

[yetme]

I feel like vomiting just thinking about it. I really don't think I can handle drinking SN. It's sickening to me. Thank you for sharing that. I really don't see how people manage to drink it.

Just from reading your account of it I'm fighting the urge to vomit.

My stomach immediately ejects anything it doesn't like.

Hey! How are you holding up? I saw your post on my wall the other day, but I can't message you back as you disabled your pm. if you feel like chatting pls contact me

 

[Meditation guide]

you feel like chatting pls contact me

I'm pretty down right now to be chatting and I hate chatting when I'm so miserable. I'm not fit to talk to anyone basically. I will message you anyway but just a warning, I'm not feeling too pleasant.

I have a horrible stomach ached just from reading this thread. That's how sensitive my stomach is.

 

[I want to end it]

I have also drank 25g of salt with 50g of water. I had to wash it down with a small mouthful of water.

It wasn't pleasant but I could drink it fine. Not meaning to brag or be arrogant but I didn't experience anything like you did.

 

[AutoTap]

I feel like vomiting just thinking about it. I really don't think I can handle drinking SN. It's sickening to me. Thank you for sharing that. I really don't see how people manage to drink it.

Just from reading your account of it I'm fighting the urge to vomit.

My stomach immediately ejects anything it doesn't like.

Same here when I think about drinking the SN a lot and go through the scenarios I'd be lying to myself if I thought I'd be able to drink it all of it. I gag just thinking about the taste of it. I have such a weak stomach.

 

[user667]

Same here when I think about drinking the SN a lot and go through the scenarios I'd be lying to myself if I thought I'd be able to drink it all of it. I gag just thinking about the taste of it. I have such a weak stomach.

same but i'm still trying tomorrow night

 

[Kbeau]

Use capsules. They will slow down the absorption for a bit, but it will keep you from puking.
At least that's my plan.

Ha! I never heard of that but it makes great sense!

 

[Octavina]

I don't understand why it is the most popular method on here. Most traumatic experience of my life when I took it last year. In my opinion I'd rather experience a couple seconds of pain from a method that works faster like firearm or hanging then the Nausea feeling Combined with body feel like it's on fire and screaming while waiting to pass out

 

[I want to end it]

I don't understand why it is the most popular method on here. Most traumatic experience of my life when I took it last year. In my opinion I'd rather experience a couple seconds of pain from a method that works faster like firearm or hanging then the Nausea feeling Combined with body feel like it's on fire and screaming while waiting to pass out

if you took it in the correct amount, you should have passed away. how are you still here?

 

[Meditation guide]

the Nausea feeling Combined with body feel like it's on fire and screaming while waiting to pass out

Did you ever post that account of SN somewhere? If not could you tell us more about that? It's important to me to hear what happened when you drank it. It's all I have but I'm scared to use it.

 

[user667]

Did you ever post that account of SN somewhere? If not could you tell us more about that? It's important to me to hear what happened when you drank it. It's all I have but I'm scared to use it.

i'm taking it tonight. i don't believe that it's painless. from other accounts i've read it will be painful and scary for about 30 min until u pass out and i'm willing to take that chance to die.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

I don't understand why it is the most popular method on here. Most traumatic experience of my life when I took it last year. In my opinion I'd rather experience a couple seconds of pain from a method that works faster like firearm or hanging then the Nausea feeling Combined with body feel like it's on fire and screaming while waiting to pass out

I've never tried it but I was guessing something like this being the case. Thanks for the heads up, I'll stick to jumping as my primary plan for now.

 

[Jarni]

i'm taking it tonight. i don't believe that it's painless. from other accounts i've read it will be painful and scary for about 30 min until u pass out and i'm willing to take that chance to die.

Please do you speak about the pains in stomach, like burning charcoal that was described by a person in fatal/fails google.docs? Or did you read smth about other type of pains?
We are all scared of SN I think, but there is very little (or no) choice :-(

 

[user667]

Please do you speak about the pains in stomach, like burning charcoal that was described by a person in fatal/fails google.docs? Or did you read smth about other type of pains?
We are all scared of SN I think, but there is very little (or no) choice :-(

someone sent me this link

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/first-ever-sn-documentation.29734/

 

[Nexuno]

I don't understand why it is the most popular method on here. Most traumatic experience of my life when I took it last year.

because

I did it impulsively which is why I failed and had the horrible side effects. No emeto, just SN and water, plus I didn't fast beforehand it was my fault.

 

[Jarni]

someone sent me this link

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/first-ever-sn-documentation.29734/

Thank you for the response. Yeah I saw this before, indeed, it's not very clear what was going on...

 

[Octavina]

because

No it's not that simple, but that did affect some of the outcome. I still had a lot of trauma from that even if I had prepared beforehand or not. Everyone bodies react differently

 

[aminend]

No it's not that simple, but that did affect some of the outcome. I still had a lot of trauma from that even if I had prepared beforehand or not. Everyone bodies react differently

Did u faint after taking SN? Can u explain ur experience

 

[yetme]

I don't understand why it is the most popular method on here. Most traumatic experience of my life when I took it last year. In my opinion I'd rather experience a couple seconds of pain from a method that works faster like firearm or hanging then the Nausea feeling Combined with body feel like it's on fire and screaming while waiting to pass out

Do you have a link to your thread? I'm worried about "body's on fire" part.