Nymph
he/him
- Jul 15, 2020
- 2,565
I have told her and she has asked me if I was feeling suicidal and I said yes. She told me that it's fine if I don't take action but she doesn't know that I already have most of the stuff I need and I'm planning on ctbing. I know that i would get sent to a ward but I don't want that, I know 100% I'll hate it already from the first moment I step in because I'll have to strip naked and they will search me. I hate exposing myself, I have intimacy issues and I'm disgusted my the thought of people looking at my naked body. I can't ever go to a ward. I will never be able to get proper help but I'm fine with that because I don't believe anything could help me from ctbing.