DeadSoul98
Member
- Sep 1, 2022
- 34
As so often, it's short past midnight and I am laying awake, think about a safe way out of this life
a_lesser_moon
Member
- Aug 31, 2022
- 18
I'm sorry you have trouble falling asleep. Ruminating often kills my ability to sleep too. Have you tried sleeping meds before?
DeadSoul98
Member
- Sep 1, 2022
- 34
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 45,739
I'm often the same, awake late at night thinking about ctb. Ctb is on my mind all the time. I just wish that it's easier to actually leave so that I wouldn't have to think about methods anymore. Of course to fall asleep and never wake up would be the best thing possible.
DeadSoul98
Member
- Sep 1, 2022
- 34
Yes it is. I have taken meds, but they don't help. I have a past with drugs that makes it no easier
