Cant fight the feeling

[MisterOGBongWater]

i dont know anymore. i guess im just accepting where i am now. i didnt want to have to do this but i gave myself no choice. i thought suicide was the answer for the last ten years till i lost the most valuable thing i ever had. now i realize its my only option and my life was worth living beforehand.

i accept the fact that ill only find peace again in death.