glowing.purple.aura
Student
- Sep 15, 2025
- 104
Just know that there won't be any hesitation once I finally get my hands on a gun.
I thought that I would be consumed with sadness once I finally gave up hope but instead all my depression just turned into rage. My Intermittent Explosive Disorder makes it all the more worse, too. I just wish everyone could understand why I'm so angry at life. Then this world wouldn't be so anti-suicide.
Close to 80% of my day is spent hating the world and everyone who decided to have children but especially my parents. Every day for years I've had to suffer because of them and I'll continue to suffer until I die because of them… yet I'm supposed to be grateful that they committed the most selfish act to ever exist.
I thought that I would be consumed with sadness once I finally gave up hope but instead all my depression just turned into rage. My Intermittent Explosive Disorder makes it all the more worse, too. I just wish everyone could understand why I'm so angry at life. Then this world wouldn't be so anti-suicide.
Close to 80% of my day is spent hating the world and everyone who decided to have children but especially my parents. Every day for years I've had to suffer because of them and I'll continue to suffer until I die because of them… yet I'm supposed to be grateful that they committed the most selfish act to ever exist.
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