Can’t believe this is my life

[maybeimalreadydead]

I was supposed to host what would be my final Xmas get together. It went decently well and everyone leaves and I'm feeling ok until my h has a melt down takes me phone traps me from leaving, the plans supposed to go w my gf. I try to go and end up being drug by the car. It was a huge fight and I finally leave. I haven't stopped bawling. If I felt like I was ready before I said my goodbye to my family... I really am now. It was nice to say goodbye. I'll go this week... I can't decide if before the new year. Maybe now

 

[Soul]

@maybeimalreadydead, I'm sorry you're dealing with that level of trauma. Are you in a safe place now? If you haven't called the police on your h(usband?) I urge you to. (((Hugs)))