Venting Can we record our CTB attempt and share it?

[Ladylethal]

Can we record our attempt and share it? I'm completely alone....I don't have a soul I can call right now...I guess I would want someone to "see"me before I go. Let me pretend I mattered etc. Plus it's entertainment? Idk. Idk anymore. Please don't ban I'm not CTB yet.

 

[Alchemist]

I know the feeling, wanna talk about it?

 

[TAW122]

I would not recommend it as it might make it easier for others to intervene, especially if it is live-streamed (like on FB, or YT, or w/e platform).

 

[MAIO]

Can we record our attempt and share it? I'm completely alone....I don't have a soul I can call right now...I guess I would want someone to "see"me before I go. Let me pretend I mattered etc. Plus it's entertainment? Idk. Idk anymore. Please don't ban I'm not CTB yet.

People have shared their suicide before on previous streaming services. Generally some egg you on, some try to talk you out of it, and someone calls the cops(but you will probably have a little time) it seems to work best with instant methods ie gun shot etc.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Don't do it, all it does is get the pro-lifers riled up and the standard outrage and virtue signaling ensures.

 

[MAIO]

Don't do it, all it does is get the pro-lifers riled up and the standard outrage and virtue signaling ensures.

Yes there was even tons of outrage Over Budd's suicide. The former treasurer of PA who was framed/killed himself on tv as otherwise, his family would not have received any of his retirement money etc. (a million dollars or something like that)

 

[Suicidal4Ever]

I wouldn't go that route. The suicides i've seen on bestgore .com are horrible and will have you second guessing.

 

[Oblivion Lover]

I can understand that feeling as I often fantazise about killing myself in public as a form of protest and a way of calling attention, but I must say you don't really want a video of your suicide or photos from the aftermath to end up in the internet if you care about your dignity and about having your memory respected at least a little bit. If you do it, it will never be possible to remove it, and seeing your suffering and death will become a sick comedy or porn for sadists around the world. Just check the comments on suicide videos in gore sites and you'll see what I'm talking about.

 

[LifeOver]

If you actual succeed and your family finds a live video with this site open, then you would be the 2nd Shawn Shatto.

That's why a recording isn't too good of an idea and can bring this forum closer to shutting down.

 

[Ladylethal]

Don't do it, all it does is get the pro-lifers riled up and the standard outrage and virtue signaling ensures.

I wouldn't want to encourage them

If you actual succeed and your family finds a live video with this site open, then you would be the 2nd Shawn Shatto.

That's why a recording isn't too good of an idea and can bring this forum closer to shutting down.

Definitely wouldn't want to be the selfish asshole to do that

I can understand that feeling as I often fantazise about killing myself in public as a form of protest and a way of calling attention, but I must say you don't really want a video of your suicide or photos from the aftermath to end up in the internet if you care about your dignity and about having your memory respected at least a little bit. If you do it, it will never be possible to remove it, and seeing your suffering and death will become a sick comedy or porn for sadists around the world. Just check the comments on suicide videos in gore sites and you'll see what I'm talking about.

I'm often on gore sites....Idk part of me would be happy that my message got across but I know deep down it won't mean shit to anyone

I wouldn't go that route. The suicides i've seen on bestgore .com are horrible and will have you second guessing.

I love that site

 

[RainAndSadness]

I would like to hear the official policy of the forum on this. Like, if someone was to livestream their exit via external website and link their stream to SS, would this go against the rules? Would the moderators delete it and ban the member? Altough, a ban in that case wouldn't really matter anymore I guess.

Just curious because I honestly had the same thougts for the same reason (mostly loneliness).

 

[Shamana]

I wouldn't mind chatting or talking while you're alive, but I'm not really sure there's a lot I can do to help. I don't mind talking regardless.

 

[Ready124]

@Ladylethal we give a shit about you. I've seen you're a regular on here. Fuck what anyone else thinks. You can always feel free to PM me I'm hoping to ctb this coming week and likewise no one will give one probably won't be found for days but my thinking is that makes it easier because it must be hard having family / friends keeping you back from ctb when it's all you want. If that makes any sense ?

 

[Ladylethal]

@Ladylethal we give a shit about you. I've seen you're a regular on here. Fuck what anyone else thinks. You can always feel free to PM me I'm hoping to ctb this coming week and likewise no one will give one probably won't be found for days but my thinking is that makes it easier because it must be hard having family / friends keeping you back from ctb when it's all you want. If that makes any sense ?

I wish I did have friends etc holding me back. And thanks I'm sorry for asking but it's been on my mind for the past few days. Thank you for your kindness.

 

[reveriewong]

Watching a human die (or attempt to die) is not entertainment.

You do matter, and some of the kind words of strangers offering to talk to you is evidence of that.

 

[Shamana]

Watching a human die (or attempt to die) is not entertainment.

You do matter, and some of the kind words of strangers offering to talk to you is evidence of that.

This is how I feel. I don't find any gratification or entertainment in watching anyone die, no matter who they are. Perhaps the concept of a suicide partner is more ideal here, but that is something I find quite fucked up as well, although it makes some kind of sense for 2 partners who have a death wish. It's still a world i'm very foreign with.

 

[Lennox]

Yes there was even tons of outrage Over Budd's suicide. The former treasurer of PA who was framed/killed himself on tv as otherwise, his family would not have received any of his retirement money etc. (a million dollars or something like that)

What a story. I didn't know about it, but just watched his suicide video.

This is how I feel. I don't find any gratification or entertainment in watching anyone die, no matter who they are. Perhaps the concept of a suicide partner is more ideal here, but that is something I find quite fucked up as well, although it makes some kind of sense for 2 partners who have a death wish. It's still a world i'm very foreign with.

I don't find it entertaining watching people die either, though out of curiosity I've watched some suicide videos. And I also wouldn't want a partner, though I think I can understand why some people want this.

 

[Throwaway9787]

Feel free to link on TOR SS

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/tor-forum-for-ss.20335/

 

[Ready124]

I wish I did have friends etc holding me back. And thanks I'm sorry for asking but it's been on my mind for the past few days. Thank you for your kindness.

Yeah I understand. You have nothing to be sorry for I think when you know you're coming to the end of your life your brain questions everything and come see up with new shit for you to ponder over. Hope everything works out for you xxx