CrazyMary
Student
- Sep 20, 2020
- 135
I don´t want to have kids, I have thought this way for over 10 years. I think the world is going to hell for a long time, that people suffer here, that economy sucks world wide, that I live in a shitty country (I live in a third world country) that is just going to get worst, that they are to expensive to sustain and a huuge responsability. I also am afraid to get a sick kid or to transfer all my traumas and depression to a kid. Recently a couple of my friends had kids. I can´t be happy for them.
One of them wanted it but he has a loong history of mental problems in his family. He has a sick uncle, sick brother and sick nephew. The numbers are just against him and now he wants a second one! Idk for me it sounds super stupid.
The other one didn´t want the baby but his wife pestered him about it. She is old and was her last chance to have one. After years of trying and differnet treatments they eventually were able to have it. But he didn´t want it. He finally started to get excited once she got pregnant. He is too old to have it, basically he will be a grandpa to his kid and probably will never see him get married maybe not even finish college.
Anyway I have to fake to be happy about it but in reallity I think they fucked up. I don´t think I am a bad person just different and more realistic opinions.
One of them wanted it but he has a loong history of mental problems in his family. He has a sick uncle, sick brother and sick nephew. The numbers are just against him and now he wants a second one! Idk for me it sounds super stupid.
The other one didn´t want the baby but his wife pestered him about it. She is old and was her last chance to have one. After years of trying and differnet treatments they eventually were able to have it. But he didn´t want it. He finally started to get excited once she got pregnant. He is too old to have it, basically he will be a grandpa to his kid and probably will never see him get married maybe not even finish college.
Anyway I have to fake to be happy about it but in reallity I think they fucked up. I don´t think I am a bad person just different and more realistic opinions.