Can someone send me a source for SN that sends to Germany?

[noname223]

I think I should have enough credentials in this forum. Lol. A lot of horrible stuff happened in my life in the past 7 months. Very soon there will be happen some developments that have the potential to screw my situation completely. Family members getting psychotic, losing their jobs, having risky operations. My mom is really overburdened with the situation. I think she hopes that at least I don't cause too much stress. I am internalizing everything. I keep it to myself. But I don't have the feeling I will be able to do that for a much longer time. I am in a bad situation. My family is in a predicament and this isn't good for my mental health. But becoming acute suicidal will cause a lot of stress too. I just hope if I kill myself at least for me this living nightmare is over. I haven't caused all of this. I am not really responsible that everything is burning. I just don't like getting grilled alive...

I caught myself today (or yesterday) that I checked my former source for SN. And on the website it said its sold out. I ordered it from Poland to Germany. People intervened in my suicide by calling the police. And shortly before I could take it the police was at my door. I can say that I didn't get a fine. The police officers joked that I will get a severe punishment for ordering it. I think they were aware I am a very law abiding citizen. I just told them you can order it with no restrictions they googled offerings, were baffled and eventually I didn't get a fine. I am not sure whether that's actually the truth (that importing SN was legal...) but the bluff worked. Lol...

It is for me currently an emergency plan. I could see how me and my family are in a lot of trouble soon. I will try to resist to order SN. But if we go down I don't want to stay.

Personally, I would prefer to buy it from a smaller store. Preferable within the EU.
I can remember that there was a time everyone bought their SN from the website of Kenneth Law. I could imagine authorities are looking for the bigger sellers and the lists of their buyers.
I know I shouldn't be picky. But that's just my personal perferences on this issue. You can send me any reliable and trustworthy source. I am not sure how availablity of SN looks like currently.
Thanks a lot!

 

[stillbelow]

Im sure you know because he is really popular on here, but DSL has pure SN.

 

[noname223]

Im sure you know because he is really popular on here, but DSL has pure SN.

I actually don't know who DSL is. Can you explain it to me in a private message?

 

[peacebenow]

Im sure you know because he is really popular on here, but DSL has pure SN.

Receiving sn from this seller is not that reliable currently as it's extremely hard for his packages to clear U.* customs no matter the destination country. Just an FYI.

 

[stillbelow]

I actually don't know who DSL is. Can you explain it to me in a private message?

I cant dm yet since im new to this site, but he runs a website in Ukraine. Alot of people in here have reported receiving their package safely, and some others' packages were stuck at customs. Its kind of a gamble

 

[peacebenow]

I cant dm yet since im new to this site, but he runs a website in Ukraine. Alot of people in here have reported receiving their package safely, and some others' packages were stuck at customs. Its kind of a gamble

Currently it is very hard and not easy like it used to be. Myself and many others have had two of his packages held up in in U* customs within these past two months. Right now, it's different situation with him.

 

[tooafraidtodiez]

Currently it is very hard and not easy like it used to be. Myself and many others have had two of his packages held up in in U* customs within these past two months. Right now, it's different situation with him.

Is your 2nd package still stuck at U custom?

 

[peacebenow]

Is your 2nd package still stuck at U

Is your 2nd package still stuck at U custom?

Yes it is.

 

[tooafraidtodiez]

Yes it is.

I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope there are more SN sources out there.

 

[peacebenow]

I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope there are more SN sources out there.

Thank you so much for your kindness. It's extremely upsetting and frustrating and it does not seem to make a difference the destination country. It's been happening here in this forum to so many people that I know of and have talked to.

 

[noname223]

No one could provide me with a source thus far. So I will bump the thread again.

 

[Aflame5926]

aviablility aint that high atm i only know of DSL.

giving links out is kinda against the rules. but there is a thread that probally gives a bit to much information on it.
i found it by that thread.

there is always a risk to be honest to get caught. so its kinda YOLO unless the source is known for being totally fucked.

right now DSL is a gamble.

 

[noname223]

Here we go again planning my suicide.
Many people have warned me about DSL. Others told me it was safe.

Someone gave me a hint that SN can still be bought in certain countries. I did some research and found a website that looks quite serious, the price for the SN seems fine and all in all it looks pretty legit. However, the country is far away from the EU.

I asked an AI chatbot how likely it is the package will not come through the customs. And it told me it is almost impossible to come through the customs. However, I am really not sure if that's the truth. I could imagine AI chatbots are trained to answer this when someone wants to import a chemical substance from a foreign country. I didn't mention SN though. I am not sure how big the risk actually was. They could force me to pay for the elimination of the substance and the money for storing it. On one hand, every suicide method comes with risks. It might be difficult to hide in front of my family if I actually got a letter from the customs. But the risk is still low compared to jumping in front of a train. And personally SN is my method I am quite set on that. Recently I read an older post in suicide discussion. And the person explained that a chatbot helped them with benzos as antiemetics. They asked gemini. (I think gemini hallucinates a lot.) And the amount Gemini suggested to take as antiemetic was insane with this medication. It was a ridiculous number solely taking that could backfire massively. I hope the person didn't actually take it or did a factcheck beforhand.

So what do you think is it worth risking ordering it from a different continent? I didn't do much research. I think though if there was a source within the EU people on here would know it already. It looks like I don't really have a choice if there is no source within the EU.

Maybe I will regret it not having had ordered it while it was available in Poland.