Minudah
Stupid
- Dec 3, 2018
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Can SN look like an accident? Would any of these help it look like one?
-Is there any way to look like an accident?
-I already failed an attempt and went hospital, I said it was for the DMSO and they dismissed it. They thought I was there for every reason except why I was there, but they documented the chest pain and fatigue, and the doctors acknowledged my other symptoms but didn't write them down. If find me dead of SN poisoning
-I'm going to another state a few days after my antiemetics should be here by. Should I do it here near the hospital I went to, or there where they won't have a way to know that I showed symptoms of SN poisoning recently?
-I ordered another bottle of SN, but if it comes to it should the bottle I opened last week still be good? Knowing my luck I'll probably get bad SN hardened into a brick like some people have been getting.
-Is online really the only way to get SN?
-I don't know if my questions are stupid
I love Judaism and I want to mitzvot best in my Conservative view, but Judaism says not to suicide. I really don't want to against Torah. But won't they read my mind and know I ctb anyway? But I've tricked experimenters before
I'm not knowledgeable and everything I try to learn falls out of my head as soon as I'm not actively using it. I don't know how to decisions. Can someone just shoot me in the head for me? I don't know how to decisions to ctb, I'm too stupid to do anything right. I cook soup in the microwave because I'm stupid enough that I know I would fuck it up if I cooked it on the stove. I don't know what to do in any situation and pick decisions out of a hat. Then I take everyone's bad advice when they're just trying to harm me for their sick experiment. Everything I think and do is wrong, and everyone else is here to harm me. Everything is a danger and I'm not safe anywhere
-Is there any way to look like an accident?
-I already failed an attempt and went hospital, I said it was for the DMSO and they dismissed it. They thought I was there for every reason except why I was there, but they documented the chest pain and fatigue, and the doctors acknowledged my other symptoms but didn't write them down. If find me dead of SN poisoning
-I'm going to another state a few days after my antiemetics should be here by. Should I do it here near the hospital I went to, or there where they won't have a way to know that I showed symptoms of SN poisoning recently?
-I ordered another bottle of SN, but if it comes to it should the bottle I opened last week still be good? Knowing my luck I'll probably get bad SN hardened into a brick like some people have been getting.
-Is online really the only way to get SN?
-I don't know if my questions are stupid
I love Judaism and I want to mitzvot best in my Conservative view, but Judaism says not to suicide. I really don't want to against Torah. But won't they read my mind and know I ctb anyway? But I've tricked experimenters before
I'm not knowledgeable and everything I try to learn falls out of my head as soon as I'm not actively using it. I don't know how to decisions. Can someone just shoot me in the head for me? I don't know how to decisions to ctb, I'm too stupid to do anything right. I cook soup in the microwave because I'm stupid enough that I know I would fuck it up if I cooked it on the stove. I don't know what to do in any situation and pick decisions out of a hat. Then I take everyone's bad advice when they're just trying to harm me for their sick experiment. Everything I think and do is wrong, and everyone else is here to harm me. Everything is a danger and I'm not safe anywhere
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