Venting can ppl just shut up

[her_pink_cat_ears]

i'm just so tired of all these people telling me "it'll get better after sometime you just have to endure" endure what?, like i genuenly belive that everyone in this world is rotten to the core, they all do things for their own benefits. kind people are only kind so they can feel better about themselves, the only thing keeping this world moving is physical and emotional suffering, people only contribute to society because if they don't they'll starve. does anyone truly belive that a kid wants to spend their whole life being an accountant? or that i wanna spend years studing to finally be a doctor so i can finally archive my dream of cleaning vomit and watching die? well ofc not, this world is wrong due to the lack of empathy of everyone. i dont want to live in this world with these disgusting people who couldn't care less about what's happening around them, at some point everyone will realize that so i shouldn't waste my time trying to get rid of them, ill just kill myself and let them realize at their own pace since nothing will matter after im gone

 

[AngelTear]

Honestly being an animal in this world seems a lot better than being human...
Even then, I still wouldn't wanna be here
I'd just want to be the wind, formless and I can go wherever I want

PEOPLE SUCK!!!

 

[Spite]

i'm just so tired of all these people telling me "it'll get better after sometime you just have to endure" endure what?, like i genuenly belive that everyone in this world is rotten to the core, they all do things for their own benefits. kind people are only kind so they can feel better about themselves, the only thing keeping this world moving is physical and emotional suffering, people only contribute to society because if they don't they'll starve. does anyone truly belive that a kid wants to spend their whole life being an accountant? or that i wanna spend years studing to finally be a doctor so i can finally archive my dream of cleaning vomit and watching die? well ofc not, this world is wrong due to the lack of empathy of everyone. i dont want to live in this world with these disgusting people who couldn't care less about what's happening around them, at some point everyone will realize that so i shouldn't waste my time trying to get rid of them, ill just kill myself and let them realize at their own pace since nothing will matter after im gone

This is the truth right here.

Tell anyone you're depressed, suicidal, and 99% of people will either feed you empty platitudes ("iT gEtS bEtTeR!!1") or make you feel bad for wanting to quit the game ("yOu hAvE tHiNgS wOrTh LiViNg fOr!!!1"), or, at worst, treated like you are a criminal ("You need to be involuntarily committed for your own safety"). It's like no-one can even conceptualise the idea that some of us just don't want to be here. I also hate how almost everything in the world is geared towards keeping you alive. Try to do a web search for anything pertaining to the topic of suicide and you'll be flooded with phone numbers for crisis hotlines and other suicide prevention resources. There isn't really any quick and easy way to leave this life either. Almost every single suicide method is painful, dangerous and scary and that's not even including the risk of the suicide attempt failing and leaving you in even worse circumstances.

If my time alive has taught me anything it's that most human beings are cruel. I'm sorry the world has been unkind to you. I can only hope that should you die, you will find peace.