• Hey Guest,

    If you would still like to donate, you still can. We have more than enough funds to cover operating expenses for quite a while, so don't worry about donating if you aren't able. If you want to donate something other than what is listed, you can contact RainAndSadness.

    Bitcoin Address (BTC): 39deg9i6Zp1GdrwyKkqZU6rAbsEspvLBJt

    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9

    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8

G

ginslinger23

Member
Aug 19, 2023
7
Hi all fellow travellers.

I have chronic liver disease (through haemocromtosis, not booze or drugs not that I'm judging or caring) and every week I am getting worse. I currently have spots that cover my face that I can't stand going anywhere in public.

I have travelled the world with my partner, bought a house and a dog. I love her so much, but I'm a husk of a man and my Medical issues mean I don't even know if I can leave the house tomorrow let alone country. She deserves more than this.

I have about £50k from my parents inheritance, is there a quick way to CTB.

Please, I'm desperate.
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: lynnschronicles, thebelljarrr, etherealspring and 4 others
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
878
Perhaps N in Mexico or Peru?
sorry i dont know
 
Themogger

Themogger

Psuedo Genius
Jul 23, 2024
46
Inert gas exit bag since you actually have the funds for it
 
  • Like
Reactions: esalucolom-wojaqter and Defenestration
A

awaitingdeath

Member
Jun 12, 2024
31
Hi all fellow travellers.

I have chronic liver disease (through haemocromtosis, not booze or drugs not that I'm judging or caring) and every week I am getting worse. I currently have spots that cover my face that I can't stand going anywhere in public.

I have travelled the world with my partner, bought a house and a dog. I love her so much, but I'm a husk of a man and my Medical issues mean I don't even know if I can leave the house tomorrow let alone country. She deserves more than this.

I have about £50k from my parents inheritance, is there a quick way to CTB.

Please, I'm

Hi all fellow travellers.

I have chronic liver disease (through haemocromtosis, not booze or drugs not that I'm judging or caring) and every week I am getting worse. I currently have spots that cover my face that I can't stand going anywhere in public.

I have travelled the world with my partner, bought a house and a dog. I love her so much, but I'm a husk of a man and my Medical issues mean I don't even know if I can leave the house tomorrow let alone country. She deserves more than this.

I have about £50k from my parents inheritance, is there a quick way to CTB.

Please, I'm desperate.
I am also trying to figure out if money can buy peace but the price I can afford for peace is much less than £50k 😆
 
  • Like
Reactions: Defenestration
F

fmak

New Member
Jul 27, 2024
2
Hie I'm sorry about your condition. Its sad that you are deteriorating weekly and the quality of life is becoming worse with no reverse and money can't change that. I'll share with you my story too that has made me think going is my only way out, I feel so depressed. I am in a mess because of gambling & the people I owe are hounding me. I am 34 and don't have a job (which is what made me turn to gambling in the first place), unmarried (who can i marry when I'm this broke) no kids and age is running out. It's crazy how situations differ to me money can buy me peace & a way out. Total owed is 1700 usd and that can definitely turn my life around. I hope you will reach out.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
3,680
In my case, it can but it depends on the amount of money that I get
 
  • Like
Reactions: sserafim
P

Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,145
I'm sorry you have to go through this.

As was mentioned before you might be able to travel to acquire the "holy grail" N.

Money can neither buy health, nor happiness nor peace, in my case I'm suicidal bc of lack of money and that's y I cannot acquire N. If I had the money I wouldn't be suicidal and wouldn't need N.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: thebelljarrr and Anon7b8
kfad95

kfad95

Member
Mar 2, 2024
58
I wish it could, 37yo and if I sell both of my houses I'd have 600k nzd roughly 350k usd. Money can't fix my anhedonia.

Maybe I should go for a holiday to Peru 😅
 
  • Like
  • Aww..
  • Love
Reactions: lynnschronicles, thebelljarrr, Defenestration and 1 other person
C

cryptoinvestor

Member
Jul 12, 2024
30
Total owed is 1700 usd and that can definitely turn my life around. I hope you will reach out.
So you made an account just to ask him to send you money? Sorry but that's kind of tone deaf here
 
  • Like
Reactions: Defenestration
Nikitatos

Nikitatos

Arcanist
Apr 10, 2024
417
Guard your money the best you can. The deep state is always looking to pick your pocket.
 
sos

sos

Student
Jul 22, 2024
175
So you made an account just to ask him to send you money? Sorry but that's kind of tone deaf here
imagine begging on a forum with people who wanna ctb haha

"sucks that u wanna ctb, but send me some money before u do pls"

the irony

//
@ginslinger23 sucks that you're in that position. but at the same time; your partner is still with you, so why would you want to ctb?

sure; you might feel as if you're holding her back but wouldn't it be her decision to either stay with you, or leave you?

she's still there, no?

your situation is getting worse, but is there like an end to it, or what would happen if you didn't ctb?
 
  • Like
Reactions: cryptoinvestor
A

Anon7b8

Experienced
Aug 21, 2023
223
It can and it can't. It really depends on how you view peace itself. For most, financial stability will likely induce a sense of safety. In your case sir, what are you really looking for? A quick death? Relaxation before you go? Or not leaving behind any regrets? The first two would be easy with only cash, but the last one, while having money can solve some of those, it is up to you to look for ways to overcome them.
 
  • Love
Reactions: lynnschronicles
C

cryptoinvestor

Member
Jul 12, 2024
30
He has the money, he wants to die and leave it. Yet someone alive can make great use of it 💁‍♂️
Yes, but you're not entitled to it. He has family/a partner who deserve the inheritance. Why would you even ask? If he wanted to donate to people here, he would've explicitly said so.
 
  • Like
Reactions: lynnschronicles
C

cryptoinvestor

Member
Jul 12, 2024
30
Guard your money the best you can. The deep state is always looking to pick your pocket.
As well as beggars like the one in this thread lol. Don't tell many people IRL after you hit it big, money really changes people/at least reveals how rotten their souls are
I wish it could, 37yo and if I sell both of my houses I'd have 600k nzd roughly 350k usd. Money can't fix my anhedonia.
I feel the same. I made 1million usd from crypto before I turned 30 and it made my mental health worse than it ever was when I was poor and struggling. At first I went really manic for a year, moved to Mauritius to live by the beach, bought material things, then I got REALLY bored and the anhedonia has fully set in now, I'm turning 32 soon and have tried everything to alleviate but it's not working. I can make more millions from crypto but I can't even be bothered at this point
 
Last edited:
  • Love
Reactions: lynnschronicles
D

doneforlife

Specialist
Jul 18, 2023
379
As well as beggars like the one in this thread lol. Don't tell many people IRL after you hit it big, money really changes people/at least reveals how rotten their souls are

I feel the same. I made 1million usd from crypto before I turned 30 and it made my mental health worse than it ever was when I was poor and struggling. At first I went really manic for a year, moved to Mauritius to live by the beach, bought material things, then I got REALLY bored and the anhedonia has fully set in now, I'm turning 32 soon and have tried everything to alleviate but it's not working. I can make more millions from crypto but I can't even be bothered at this point
Why do you think it happened that way ? If you do have any passion, you can indulge in it.
 
C

cryptoinvestor

Member
Jul 12, 2024
30
Why do you think it happened that way ? If you do have any passion, you can indulge in it.
I have over-indulged maybe I don't know. I can't feel pleasure from anything, even music or songs I used to dance to just sound like irritating noise and I wish it wasn't so. I have no passion or desire for anything anymore. That's is the definition of anhedonia essentially.
 
  • Love
Reactions: lynnschronicles
D

doneforlife

Specialist
Jul 18, 2023
379
I have over-indulged maybe I don't know. I can't feel pleasure from anything, even music or songs I used to dance to just sound like irritating noise and I wish it wasn't so. I have no passion or desire for anything anymore. That's is the definition of anhedonia essentially.
Yes , it could be over indulgence. You can switch off from all pleasurable activities for a year or so and try again.
 
  • Love
Reactions: cryptoinvestor

Similar threads

hoppybunny
Replies
3
Views
249
Suicide Discussion
hoppybunny
hoppybunny
pretzelsandballoons
Replies
10
Views
586
Suicide Discussion
pretzelsandballoons
pretzelsandballoons
S
Replies
3
Views
232
Suicide Discussion
DeIetedUser4739
D
KuriGohan&Kamehameha
Replies
40
Views
1K
Offtopic
sick.faery
sick.faery