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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

This world is disgusting
Oct 16, 2024
309
I need a way to entirely kill my desire for survival and the only way I know to kill that desire is xanax but I need a prescription for it and I cant get it unfortunately.
 
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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
2,086
There is no way to entirely kill survival instinct, at least not for everyone. But alcohol is an alternative. It works on similar receptors as benzos. But it doesn't work for me. Even at my drunkest most high condition, my body wants to withdraw from things like hanging or going into traffic. So the body still has automatic responses that you simply cannot fully numb away.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
No, but it helps a little bit
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
You either have to have a strong will , alcohol or benzos.
 
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dust-in-the-wind

dust-in-the-wind

Animal Lover
Aug 24, 2024
919
Oral ketamine helps too.
 
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BlueLock

BlueLock

Member
Nov 8, 2024
94
Alcohol helps, it's not the same as xanax but it should be much easier to come by. I wanna be drunk and hopped up on xanax for mine personally.
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,196
just be mindful of timing in whatever you choose, check drug onset etc so it can't potentially skew things towards failure, in theory.


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Aprilwithcake

Member
Mar 19, 2025
41
Worth testing and you can get any kinds of pills online with a bit of work
 
LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

This world is disgusting
Oct 16, 2024
309
Alcohol helps, it's not the same as xanax but it should be much easier to come by. I wanna be drunk and hopped up on xanax for mine personally.
Im drunk rn and i feel i can do this to kjll insfinxt, can i drink alcohol and do SN?
 

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