Can I just die?

[WhyIsLife56]

I just want to die right now

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

Don't let it be due to recent chats. Even on a forum such as this, some people just want to see the world burn and they enjoy screwing with/pissing off others. They are the types that belong on Reddit or some other form of social media, rather than here, but it is what it is. Just put them on ignore and at least try to move on. I've, personally, been doing that on a daily basis because if I don't, I'd feel the same as you do right at this moment. Especially given how today has gone for many of us on here.

 

[Ross]

Is this an impulse thing? Like has something major happened tonight or is it a build up of wanting to do a while ?

 

[Jean4]

I just want to due right now

Join the club. ;)

 

[Wandering]

Real shit. I'm just waiting to visit the doctor one day and for him to tell me I have terminal cancer.

Then I can fuck off to a hospital and overdose on some good morphine.

 

[WhyIsLife56]

Is this an impulse thing? Like has something major happened tonight or is it a build up of wanting to do a while ?

Impulsive

Don't let it be due to recent chats. Even on a forum such as this, some people just want to see the world burn and they enjoy screwing with/pissing off others. They are the types that belong on Reddit or some other form of social media, rather than here, but it is what it is. Just put them on ignore and at least try to move on. I've, personally, been doing that on a daily basis because if I don't, I'd feel the same as you do right at this moment. Especially given how today has gone for many of us on here.

That whole entire conversation just makes me want to die right now

 

[Ross]

Impulsive

Well certainly don't act on impulse . Just try and get some sleep. Tomorrow's another day.

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

Impulsive

That whole entire conversation just makes me want to die right now

Trust me, I understand that feeling all too well. Not worth it to give idiots that satisfaction. If you want to CTB, let it be on your terms and not over them. If anything, do like I did the other day and step away from here for a day or two to clear your head, if need be. Read, listen to music, imagine you're an attack helicopter, write, whatever floats your boat really. Sad truth is, there will always be assholes that just want to poke and prod a person's nerves, no matter what. Or just vent on here and fuck what anyone says to attempt to get to you, not worth it.

 

[WhyIsLife56]

Trust me, I understand that feeling all too well. Not worth it to give idiots that satisfaction. If you want to CTB, let it be on your terms and not over them. If anything, do like I did the other day and step away from here for a day or two to clear your head, if need be. Read, listen to music, imagine you're an attack helicopter, write, whatever floats your boat really. Sad truth is, there will always be assholes that just want to poke and prod a person's nerves, no matter what. Or just vent on here and fuck what anyone says to attempt to get to you, not worth it.

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I'll have to step away for some time.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Impulsive

That whole entire conversation just makes me want to die right now

I agree with most of the posts you've written. So i hope you don't do it. . Not everyone can agree with everyone on everything though.
I haven't seen anyone that agrees with everything i believe. Like Stan said we should focus on the things we have in common.
I wouldn't let anyone get to me.Look at all the Likes you have .Obviously a lot of us here agree with a lot of what you say.
"Every cradle is a grave" I read that book . Excellent book and i agree with what the author says in it.

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

I'll have to step away for some time.

We will be here, whenever you're ready to chat more. Just breathe and try to relax, as best as you can given a lot of us are in the CTB category and all.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

We will be here, whenever you're ready to chat more. Just breathe and try to relax, as best as you can given a lot of us are in the CTB category and all.

@WhyIsLife56, I am sorry that you are hurting and I am sending peaceful and comforting thoughts. @NitriteAnatomy, you are a voice of reason, and I thank you for your compassion.
If I ever hurt anyone, please call me out on it, my illness (borderline) can get ahead of me in seconds.

We will be here, whenever you're ready to chat more. Just breathe and try to relax, as best as you can given a lot of us are in the CTB category and all.

@WhyIsLife56, I am sorry that you are hurting and I am sending peaceful and comforting thoughts. @NitriteAnatomy, you are a voice of reason, and I thank you for your compassion.
If I ever hurt anyone, please call me out on it, my illness (borderline) can get ahead of me in seconds.

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

@WhyIsLife56, I am sorry that you are hurting and I am sending peaceful and comforting thoughts. @NitriteAnatomy, you are a voice of reason, and I thank you for your compassion.
If I ever hurt anyone, please call me out on it, my illness (borderline) can get ahead of me in seconds.

No worries, my logic is mainly that....I can be a dick/asshole, myself, at times. But, on a forum like this there is no place to bully or pick on anyone (except scammers and trolls, fuck them) at all. A lot of us may be here for that same type of reason and sure as hell don't need it going on on the one place we feel relatively safe. This is the reason I'm not fond of people and am an introvert, despite being rather chatty on here, I don't really talk much in life. I keep to myself and freak out when I know I have to be around people, but that won't stop me from wanting to curbstomp a fucker for picking on someone. It's one thing to disagree with someone and argue, it's an entirely other to keep screwing with them until they feel as OP does.

But, I digress. I will put a boot in your ass if you pull that, lol.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

Fun fact. My highschool teacher sounded just like her, laugh and all. All of us always thought it was the funniest thing to screw with her with quotes, she never got offended by it because she enjoyed the show, too.

 

[mediocre]

I just want to die right now

same girl same

 

[WhyIsLife56]

I appreciate all your comments here. :)

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

Feeling any better?

 

[WhyIsLife56]

Feeling any better?

Not completely but a little better :)

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

Not completely but a little better :)

A little better is still progress, at least. Glad to see you didn't let the idiots win.

 

[Santiago]

Don't let it be due to recent chats. Even on a forum such as this, some people just want to see the world burn and they enjoy screwing with/pissing off others. They are the types that belong on Reddit or some other form of social media, rather than here, but it is what it is. Just put them on ignore and at least try to move on. I've, personally, been doing that on a daily basis because if I don't, I'd feel the same as you do right at this moment. Especially given how today has gone for many of us on here.

I am not sure what chats you are referring to so I am not here to discuss whatever happened there, but I just wanted to say that I think it is nonsense to say certain people don't belong here because they disagree with you or might not have the same beliefs.

One of the best things about this forum has always been that everyone could share their views with each other and more often than not it actually results in pretty good discussions.

It's extremely toxic to immediately go in defensive mode no matter how upset you get by the other their point of view. I didn't know the @Stan guy, but I do know that he was the most popular member here and part of that was because he was good at having a normal discussion with everyone. Either that or you just ignore certain threads like you said.

With the age limit we should all be capable of behaving like adults. Internet fights is the last thing this place needs.

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

I am not sure what chats you are referring to so I am not here to discuss whatever happened there, but I just wanted to say that I think it is nonsense to say certain people don't belong here because they disagree with you or might not have the same beliefs.

One of the best things about this forum has always been that everyone could share their views with each other and more often than not it actually results in pretty good discussions.

It's extremely toxic to immediately go in defensive mode no matter how upset you get by the other their point of view. I didn't know the @Stan guy, but I do know that he was the most popular member here and part of that was because he was good at having a normal discussion with everyone. Either that or you just ignore certain thread like you said.

With the age limit we should all be capable of behaving like adults. Internet fights is the last thing this place needs.

Guilty conscience? What if I'm merely trying to give a pep talk to someone that was feeling particularly shitty? I mean, I obviously wasn't speaking to you and don't even fucking bring Stan into this mix as your shield. I'm not him, none of us are and that comment is in poor taste.

As for 'immediately go in defensive mode no matter how upset you get by the other their point of view' what the hell do you think your post just did, by assuming I was talking about you? Unlike some people, I'll call you out directly and I didn't mention your name once. If you truly think 'With the age limit we should all be capable of behaving like adults. Internet fights is the last thing this place needs.' is a true statement, then practice what you fucking preach, instead of assuming it's about you.

 

[Santiago]

Guilty conscience? What if I'm merely trying to give a pep talk to someone that was feeling particularly shitty? I mean, I obviously wasn't speaking to you and don't even fucking bring Stan into this mix as your shield. I'm not him, none of us are and that comment is in poor taste.

As for 'immediately go in defensive mode no matter how upset you get by the other their point of view' what the hell do you think your post just did, by assuming I was talking about you? Unlike some people, I'll call you out directly and I didn't mention your name once. If you truly think 'With the age limit we should all be capable of behaving like adults. Internet fights is the last thing this place needs.' is a true statement, then practice what you fucking preach, instead of assuming it's about you.

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Uh? I didn't think it was about me.

I guess this post with the added picture does prove my point a bit though. I'll give up and take my own advice by just ignoring. Have a nice day.

 

[Santiago]

So you are going to make some serious accusation, but not back it up whatsoever? Alrighty then.

I guess the emotions are running high.

 

[Mloureiro]

Join the club. ;)

I am joining the club also

Well certainly don't act on impulse . Just try and get some sleep. Tomorrow's another day.

Yep, for me it will be exactly the same, shitty workplace, 12 hours away from home and then chores, dinner.... I can't wait really

 

[dioxide]

If i someday find somone pushing on me, forcing to ctb, i will make my mission on living 100 years till pissing on his grave.