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LifeOver

LifeOver

Professional Suicide Attempter
Jul 23, 2019
116
Alright, my meto has been stuck at customs for 6 days already and I am afraid that I will not be able to get it. Sucks, I know, when most people are able to sneak N into my country and my little meto gets seized.

So now I have my SN and Tagamet. I am considering to attempt the method with just the two. Do you think that I have a reasonable chance at success? I know I'll probably vomit so I'll have a second cup ready if that's the case.

I know a lot of you will probably ask me to get the proper materials before ctb, but I really do not have enough time. My life will get much much worse if I do not ctb within the next few days.
 
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DeathImminent

DeathImminent

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Buddy why your life will get much worse within few days?
 
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LifeOver

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DeathImminent

DeathImminent

Experienced
Aug 9, 2019
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I have to return to college soon and I really cannot pull off a ctb there.
I wish we could go together i am waiting for my N, maybe you are not supposed to ctb yet. Isnt there any chance your life gets better?
 
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littlelady774

littlelady774

running on empty
Dec 20, 2018
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I wouldn't do this without antiemetics. You'll most likely throw up / fail
 
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DeathImminent

DeathImminent

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as littlelady856 said i wouldnt recommend doing it without antiemetics from what i read.
 
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LifeOver

LifeOver

Professional Suicide Attempter
Jul 23, 2019
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But I did read about many cases of users here who did succeed without antiemetics.
 
littlelady774

littlelady774

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Dec 20, 2018
708
If I were you I would just wait and ctb at college. You'll be away from your parents. If you share a dorm with someone, request to be moved so you can be alone
 
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LifeOver

LifeOver

Professional Suicide Attempter
Jul 23, 2019
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If I were you I would just wait and ctb at college. You'll be away from your parents. If you share a dorm with someone, request to be moved so you can be alone
My college is over capacity so there are no spare dorms and moving is not an option. I do not want my roommate to be blamed for my suicide plus it is too risky being discovered.
 
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Robbyna

Robbyna

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Mar 6, 2019
182
What about over the counter antiemetics? Are there any that work?
 
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LifeOver

LifeOver

Professional Suicide Attempter
Jul 23, 2019
116
What about over the counter antiemetics? Are there any that work?
None at home right now. Should I get some, I read that they are ineffective either way.
 
Ruffian

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Jan 16, 2019
696
None at home right now. Should I get some, I read that they are ineffective either way.
You are correct. It even states it in the wiki. It's because of the action the meto has in slowing down your intestinal track. And it acts as a catalyst to the whole process. I've read cases where people vomited and still died but I can't put my hands on them. They were accidents though, so the people may not have realized what was happening.
 
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LifeOver

LifeOver

Professional Suicide Attempter
Jul 23, 2019
116
From what I heard, even if you vomit, you will probably die too, as long as you took 20+g of SN and didn't freak out and call an ambulance. Is this correct?
 
Querry1

Querry1

life is unfair, ctb or get away
Aug 16, 2018
180
Wouldn't recommend that, as I always write, check my attempt post, I would postpone my ctb if I didn't have antiemetics
 
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Soul

Soul

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Apr 12, 2019
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But I did read about many cases of users here who did succeed without antiemetics.

I'm sorry to doubt you but I've read a lot about SN and don't recall "many cases" of people managing without proper antiemetics. What I recall are many cases of people vomiting spectacularly and feeling totally awful for a few days after trying without antiemetics.

It's up to you, obviously, but I wouldn't risk it. Maybe some people would see it as an opportunity to find out whether an SN enema is effective; there's a recent thread with that title if you feel like looking for it.

I'm sorry you're contemplating such things. Whatever you choose, I wish you the best outcomes.
 
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Fragile

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Jul 7, 2019
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and what's stopping you from waiting a bit and then going to a cheap hotel on a weekend?

i don't think that SN is as reliable as most people assume and way less so without meto, i wouldn't risk it.
 
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Robbyna

Robbyna

Student
Mar 6, 2019
182
Wouldn't recommend that, as I always write, check my attempt post, I would postpone my ctb if I didn't have antiemetics
I can't find your attempt post. Could you give a short synopsis?
 
DeathImminent

DeathImminent

Experienced
Aug 9, 2019
203
I can't find your attempt post. Could you give a short synopsis?
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sodium-nitrite-attempt.2902/
this is the post he is talking about
 
DeathImminent

DeathImminent

Experienced
Aug 9, 2019
203
Thank you. Do antiemetics stop the pain somehow?
They prevent vomiting and might speed up the process of ingesting the poison, however one user who successfully CTB with SN used ibuprofen for potential pain
 
Lookingforabus

Lookingforabus

Arcanist
Aug 6, 2019
421
Thank you. Do antiemetics stop the pain somehow?

The effect of antiemetics is to prevent vomiting, but a couple (including metoclopramide) have been shown to have postoperative analgesic effects.

hxxps://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/16418140

Hard to say if that translates into a significant effect while, for example, ingesting SN, but they're not a reliable or significant source of pain relief - even in the medical studies, they just reduce the amount of opiates needed for pain management, but do not eliminate the need for painkillers.
 
LifeOver

LifeOver

Professional Suicide Attempter
Jul 23, 2019
116
The acid regulator should reduce the pain right? Or is something else needed?
 
Lookingforabus

Lookingforabus

Arcanist
Aug 6, 2019
421
The acid regulator should reduce the pain right? Or is something else needed?

This is not a method that interests me at the moment, so I'm not well-researched on it, but I'm fairly certain that controlling the pH of the stomach is to increase the rate of SN absorption into the bloodstream.

The only analgesic effect an acid regulator would have would be to reduce pain from something like acid reflux.

Taking an actual painkiller is the way to reduce pain.
 
Rocksandsand

Rocksandsand

Specialist
May 26, 2019
396
There's another thread bouncing around at the moment of someone almost succeeding by putting the SN in capsules (I say almost as they were found, and then resuscitated) and I believe they did not use an antiemetic. Would that be an option for you?
 
Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

Specialist
Sep 22, 2018
330
If you're lucky you can pull it of without any anti. I took a few sips and vomited 20 plus times good luck.
 
LifeOver

LifeOver

Professional Suicide Attempter
Jul 23, 2019
116
If you're lucky you can pull it of without any anti. I took a few sips and vomited 20 plus times good luck.
How many grams is "a few sips"? I read your post and was quite surprised that although you did not vomit before you passed out or go to the hospital, you still managed to survive. How is this possible?
 
Suicidal4Ever

Suicidal4Ever

Specialist
Sep 22, 2018
330
Didn't drink enough and vomited it all up. Next time i'm using capsules so i dont have to deal with the taste.
 
Rocksandsand

Rocksandsand

Specialist
May 26, 2019
396
Didn't drink enough and vomited it all up. Next time i'm using capsules so i dont have to deal with the taste.

I'm sorry things fell through. May I ask - how bad is the taste? Can you liken it to anything you've tasted before?
 
Dutch

Dutch

Student
Feb 13, 2019
129
What you can do if you throwed up is, making immediately a new mixture and drink it again.
there will always be a little bit of SN in your body after throwing it out.
Keep doing it till your done, maybe not ideal but it will do.
Some people say: i throwed it up and gonna try it another time again, it dont make sense at all and most are probably false claims.
 
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Bagger

Bagger

Stressful
Jun 18, 2019
331
Didn't drink enough and vomited it all up. Next time i'm using capsules so i dont have to deal with the taste.

When this next time happen please share your journey here mate, I'm looking forward to go same path because meto is too hard to get for me. I'm scared as fuck.
 
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