Can I commit suicide if I break my stove?

[anonymage]

can I commit suicide by breaking my stove?

Hiiiii people, it's been a while since I've written here. I lost my mom's credit card; she went on vacation. This is right around Mother's Day.
Well, I have this question because I understand that liquefied gas, which is used for cooking, turns into carbon dioxide when combustion is complete, but when stoves break down, then in that case it becomes carbon monoxide

I think the difference is that carbon dioxide produces a blue flame, which is what we all cook with, and carbon monoxide produces a red or orange flame, like campfires
Anyway, I wanted to know if anyone knew if there's a way to turn on my stove in the kitchen, close the doors and windows, break the stove, turn it on, and fall asleep or something like that
I'm simply fed up, I'm a failure and none of this should have happened, I don't know, I just want this to be over. If I hadn't lost my credit card, maybe I could have bought coal, but I don't have access to it, so this is my only hope. I also have a rope
I suppose hanging is a safer method, but I've tried using a tourniquet and it's uncomfortable; I can't hold it on for more than 10 seconds. If anyone has any advice on this, I would appreciate it, Thank you all so much for reading

 

[EmptyBottle]

Unfortunately, a broken stove doesn't necessarily mean that carbon monoxide is being generated. It could result in gas leaks that result in housefires (remember, there might not even be enough room for a fatal explosion, just non fatal injury).

Additionally, I fear that such a method could cause horrible injury risks to yourself and others.

 

[anonymage]

Thank you so much for replying, you've been very kind to me. Maybe alcohol will help; I'll check out this link. Thank you so much :(