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First loss

First loss

Specialist
Jan 28, 2019
393
Something that can be done from a home. I am sick of everything. I failed hanging 5 times and things are not getting better.

I was thinking maybe suffocating by replacing air with some other substance. It is fairly painless but I have no equipment.

Or overdosing on drugs. I am fairly sure I could get hold on cocaine or Heroin but I do not know how to make a lethal dose.

Lastly, poison of some kind maybe. Can you lads help? I am out of ideas and every contribution is valued. Thanks
 
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LifeOver

LifeOver

Professional Suicide Attempter
Jul 23, 2019
116
Unfortunately, there are no "easy" methods or we all wouldn't be here right now.

That being said, here are a couple of options that may work:

Decapitation, you'll need a rope and car for this (check resources thread)

Shallow water blackout (check resources thread)

Plastic bag over head with sleeping drugs, if you can access any

SN, it is quite cheap and easily accessible.
 
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littlelady774

littlelady774

running on empty
Dec 20, 2018
708
I am gonna do SN probably. It's a poison, and is described as "relatively peaceful".

The set up of an exit bag is too complicated for me, and hanging seems too scary due to the uncomfortable choking feeling
 
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First loss

First loss

Specialist
Jan 28, 2019
393
Unfortunately, there are no "easy" methods or we all wouldn't be here right now.

That being said, here are a couple of options that may work:

Decapitation, you'll need a rope and car for this (check resources thread)

Shallow water blackout (check resources thread)

Plastic bag over head with sleeping drugs, if you can access any

SN, it is quite cheap and easily accessible.
So basically with plastic bag and sleeping pills it could be done anywhere? Just attach a bag to your head with rubber or some other strong and stretchy material and take pills before that? I could get some pills like that.

As for shallow water blackout, I am not so sure. I tried but failed to get to that point of exhaustion.
 
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calendulo

Enlightened
Jun 13, 2019
1,016
Something that can be done from a home. I am sick of everything. I failed hanging 5 times and things are not getting better.

I was thinking maybe suffocating by replacing air with some other substance. It is fairly painless but I have no equipment.

Or overdosing on drugs. I am fairly sure I could get hold on cocaine or Heroin but I do not know how to make a lethal dose.

Lastly, poison of some kind maybe. Can you lads help? I am out of ideas and every contribution is valued. Thanks

If you have fail 5 times, no doubts, you are a tenacious person.
Cocaine.....nothing, forget it!, coca works on a party.
If is available for you.....maybe heroine, and if you know using a syringe, as well.

Think about it. do not rush.
 
First loss

First loss

Specialist
Jan 28, 2019
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If you have fail 5 times, no doubts, you are a tenacious person.
Cocaine.....nothing, forget it!, coca works on a party.
If is available for you.....maybe heroine, and if you know using a syringe, as well.

Think about it. do not rush.
I just don't want to be here anymore.
 
LifeOver

LifeOver

Professional Suicide Attempter
Jul 23, 2019
116
So basically with plastic bag and sleeping pills it could be done anywhere? Just attach a bag to your head with rubber or some other strong and stretchy material and take pills before that? I could get some pills like that.

As for shallow water blackout, I am not so sure. I tried but failed to get to that point of exhaustion.
Yes, just make sure you find a plastic bag that will not leak air and tie it around your head securely. However, the hard part is timing when you pass out from the drug: you must make sure that it is before you start becoming uncomfortable from too much CO2 buildup.

Shallow water blackout should work in theory, but I did not have success either. I can't even seem to make myself pass out.
 
bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

Specialist
May 21, 2019
377
I wish there was an easy painless method. I'd have ctb a long time ago.
 
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bluesky1972-2019

bluesky1972-2019

Specialist
May 21, 2019
377
I'm a photographer, sunsets and rises are my thing, oceans and mountains in particular
You should post some pics. You must find that relaxing. The world can be a beautiful place but life can be so hard to live.
 
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Kirkscoobz

Kirkscoobz

Experienced
Feb 8, 2019
219
I am waiting for the winter months now to travel to the Brecon Beacons, here I will go deep into the woodlands and take enough opiods mixed with wine to knock me out until Hypothermia kills me, hopefully I'll be so asleep and unaware it'll be over and I won't even know about it.

Do you live in an area that has co!d winters.
 
First loss

First loss

Specialist
Jan 28, 2019
393
I am waiting for the winter months now to travel to the Brecon Beacons, here I will go deep into the woodlands and take enough opiods mixed with wine to knock me out until Hypothermia kills me, hopefully I'll be so asleep and unaware it'll be over and I won't even know about it.

Do you live in an area that has co!d winters.
No. I do not.

Yes, just make sure you find a plastic bag that will not leak air and tie it around your head securely. However, the hard part is timing when you pass out from the drug: you must make sure that it is before you start becoming uncomfortable from too much CO2 buildup.

Shallow water blackout should work in theory, but I did not have success either. I can't even seem to make myself pass out.
So I will have to steal or obtain sleeping pills illegaly because no reciept. Luckily I have few contacts.
 
FF777

FF777

Death is a natural part of life..
Jul 21, 2019
60
I'll mention my favorite method: h2s (hydrogen sulfide)..

It basically boils down to finding 2 ingredients from stores and mixing them together to create freakishly toxic gas that knocks you unconscious almost instantly and kills you dead with in a few minutes after that.. One ingredient is a hydrochloric-acid source, and the other ingredient is a sulfur source.. If you look on the internet, you can find lists of products that will satisfy the acid source, and satifsy the sulfur source.. You need 1 product from the acid column, and 1 product from the sulfur column, then just mix them both together.. (cover your eyes though in case it burns your eyes a little)..

This method is insanely toxic though, so make sure others don't die from finding the room or vehicle where you killed your self in when they open it and find you..

One advantage to this method is that if you know what to get, you can drive out and obtain the 2 ingredients from a couple of stores and then go some where and mix them and ctb very quickly.. Unlike a lot of other methods, you don't have worry about searching around for an online place to order stuff, or wait for any thing to arrive in the mail or any thing..

If you need help finding a list of products that contain acceptable acid and sulfur sources, maybe you could PM some one (like me)..
 
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Can-I-Just-Have-This

Can-I-Just-Have-This

New Member
Jul 9, 2020
2
I'll mention my favorite method: h2s (hydrogen sulfide)..

It basically boils down to finding 2 ingredients from stores and mixing them together to create freakishly toxic gas that knocks you unconscious almost instantly and kills you dead with in a few minutes after that.. One ingredient is a hydrochloric-acid source, and the other ingredient is a sulfur source.. If you look on the internet, you can find lists of products that will satisfy the acid source, and satifsy the sulfur source.. You need 1 product from the acid column, and 1 product from the sulfur column, then just mix them both together.. (cover your eyes though in case it burns your eyes a little)..

This method is insanely toxic though, so make sure others don't die from finding the room or vehicle where you killed your self in when they open it and find you..

One advantage to this method is that if you know what to get, you can drive out and obtain the 2 ingredients from a couple of stores and then go some where and mix them and ctb very quickly.. Unlike a lot of other methods, you don't have worry about searching around for an online place to order stuff, or wait for any thing to arrive in the mail or any thing..

If you need help finding a list of products that contain acceptable acid and sulfur sources, maybe you could PM some one (like me)..

Do you have any more details? This sounds promising.
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
Do you have any more details? This sounds promising.
When a user name is crossed out it's bcuz they are no longer active either from ctb or leaving forum.
do a site search .. there is a lot of info here
 

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