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Pipsqueak!

Pipsqueak!

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Hey everyone. I'm currently writing this post a couple hours after the start of 2024. January 1st. It's 1:34 am right as I'm typing this, and the date will likely be different by the time I finally post this. Hopefully later this year.

By now I've likely tested out my method a lot and will finally be going through with it within a day or so. To mods viewing this, If I haven't shown any kind of activity a week after this post is made then consider disabling my account. If my attempt fails I don't want to have to go out of my way to create a new account, that's why I ask for a delay. Otherwise I'll reply saying I failed.

I knew about this sites existence for awhile, but didn't bother to look for it until that YouTube video (y'know which one I'm talking about) showed up in my recommended, by then I was already very depressed so I looked and found the site with a quick 'sorrow solutions' google search. Surprisingly, It really wasn't that hard to find. Literally one of the first results. I lurked for long while before finally creating an account in July of 2023.

I know I haven't made much of a name here as I don't post much. I only really look for information on my chosen method and occasionally privately talk with other members. Despite this, though, I'm happy I found this forum. If I didn't I would've probably just taken every pill I have in the house, lol. Genuinely, thank you, and all the people who were helpful during my time here.

Bye now. 🫡
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
Farewell, If you are no longer with us I hope you are free of your sufferings and I wish you ethernal peace ❤️
 
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Tears in Rain

Tears in Rain

..............
Dec 12, 2023
858
Good luck, I hope you go peacefully.
 
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Imprisoned

Imprisoned

Oblivion
Jan 10, 2024
99
I hope you finally find your peace <3 Good luck
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,310
I hope you find peace! Good luck!
 
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Princess_Kitty

Princess_Kitty

Lost kitty
Jan 4, 2024
210
I wish you good luck and hope you find peace! 💜
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
785
good luck!!! you're v brave :) i plan to join u soonish. if it succeeds, i hope u find in death the peace u couldn't find in life<333 if it fails, i look forward to ur update.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,846
I wish you the best of luck in your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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throneofdispair03

throneofdispair03

is a mistake
Jan 10, 2024
236
I wish I got to know you better. I wish you safe travels.

Godspeed, friend.
 
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suicidesheep31.1

suicidesheep31.1

hurt by life
Aug 7, 2022
104
Hi @spiritmoon,
I hope everything is alright.
You were last seen yesterday. Are you still with us?
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Best wishes for a gentle passing into peaceful slumbers, unmet friend.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Good luck, i wish you a peaceful ending.

Per ardua mortem.
 
steppingoff

steppingoff

Experienced
Jan 18, 2024
212
Hey everyone. I'm currently writing this post a couple hours after the start of 2024. January 1st. It's 1:34 am right as I'm typing this, and the date will likely be different by the time I finally post this. Hopefully later this year.

By now I've likely tested out my method a lot and will finally be going through with it within a day or so. To mods viewing this, If I haven't shown any kind of activity a week after this post is made then consider disabling my account. If my attempt fails I don't want to have to go out of my way to create a new account, that's why I ask for a delay. Otherwise I'll reply saying I failed.

I knew about this sites existence for awhile, but didn't bother to look for it until that YouTube video (y'know which one I'm talking about) showed up in my recommended, by then I was already very depressed so I looked and found the site with a quick 'sorrow solutions' google search. Surprisingly, It really wasn't that hard to find. Literally one of the first results. I lurked for long while before finally creating an account in July of 2023.

I know I haven't made much of a name here as I don't post much. I only really look for information on my chosen method and occasionally privately talk with other members. Despite this, though, I'm happy I found this forum. If I didn't I would've probably just taken every pill I have in the house, lol. Genuinely, thank you, and all the people who were helpful during my time here.

Bye now. 🫡
May you find peace
 
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Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2023
423
I wish you a peaceful end to your life. Farewell
 
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Dliena

Dliena

𝚂𝚂 𝙼𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝙽𝚘. 43,53?
Dec 22, 2023
1,888
Wish you eternal peace! Fly away.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
Good luck
 
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Some place nice

Some place nice

This world makes me sick
Oct 18, 2023
467
I wish you all the peace and happiness that you deserve, goodbye.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,183
I hope you have found peace. ♥️🤗♥️🤗♥️
 
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Venessolotic

Venessolotic

Antinatalism + Promortalism
Jan 19, 2024
71
I'm hoping the end of your life is peaceful. Goodbye.
 
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Pipsqueak!

Pipsqueak!

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Jul 14, 2023
89
This will be the last post I make before I attempt. thank you all for the kind words, unfortunately I put off my CTB by a few days to talk with people in my life and such. Mostly because I want to leave things on a good note and I am still afraid of dying. Wish me luck, lol, I'll probably need it
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,310
This will be the last post I make before I attempt. thank you all for the kind words, unfortunately I put off my CTB by a few days to talk with people in my life and such. Mostly because I want to leave things on a good note and I am still afraid of dying. Wish me luck, lol, I'll probably need it
I hope you find peace! Safe travels and good luck! :heart:

Dying isn't easy! If you cannot do it it's ok!! We're here for you!!
 
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Pipsqueak!

Pipsqueak!

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Jul 14, 2023
89
I hope you find peace! Safe travels and good luck! :heart:

Dying isn't easy! If you cannot do it it's ok!! We're here for you!!
Thank you. I decided to wait, I am still afraid even though I want to die. I'm gonna stay around a little longer. Sorry for wasting everyone's time, next time I won't make a goodbye thread ❤️
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,310
Thank you. I decided to wait, I am still afraid even though I want to die. I'm gonna stay around a little longer. Sorry for wasting everyone's time, next time I won't make a goodbye thread ❤️
Don't worry!! Welcome back!! You didn't waste any time of anyone here!! As I said dying isn't easy even if we want it so much!! I wanted to die so much most of the time - especially last summer - but Im still stuck here. Rn I'm not so much suicidal.
 
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Adûnâi

Adûnâi

Little Russian in-cel
Apr 25, 2020
1,242
Sorry for wasting everyone's time, next time I won't make a goodbye thread ❤️
Goodbye threads are fun! (This sounds wrong, but I can't think of another term.)

You don't have to oblige anyone either way btw! You can say or write whatever you please, that's your life. And there will always be people that support you here no matter the course taken.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
Thank you. I decided to wait, I am still afraid even though I want to die. I'm gonna stay around a little longer. Sorry for wasting everyone's time, next time I won't make a goodbye thread ❤️
Don't stress your self up over it. We are here for you whatever you decide. It's definitely not an easy thing to do. You are not alone. I have made scheduled goodbye threads and deleted them last minute so many times I have lost count.
 
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Shadowpriest

Shadowpriest

было плохо - будет хуже
Jan 20, 2024
59
Bona mors! GL
 
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Readytogo246

Experienced
Jun 4, 2023
205
The timing is personal to you.
We are witness to your purpose....never need to apologize for changing plans....it is always as it should be.
Blessings on your continuing journey/
 
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