orvreader
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- Dec 26, 2025
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This is my first thread here, so please excuse me if I break any etiquette that I didn't know about.
I heard that SN is most easily bought online, and I've looked through threads about people obtaining it without any problem near me. I've already found easily accessible credible sources (and from the surface web), but the problem for me is that I'm an utter failure who've never even bought something online before... I can ask some people close to me to teach me e-commerce stuff, but won't it be awkward for them when something I bought from an e-commerce wound up being the thing that ends me? I could lie and say it's for my photography hobby (since I've looked somewhere that SN can be used for photography (although I don't know how yet)), but they would still feel some kind of guilt from it from indirectly causing my end, right? Plus I've heard that CTB through SN is extremely noticeable from autopsy/a glance from a professional, so would this excuse even work at all?
What should I do..? I guess I'd like to know if there's some market names I don't know about of SN and whether I can buy them over-the-counter; but just in general, what should I do???
I heard that SN is most easily bought online, and I've looked through threads about people obtaining it without any problem near me. I've already found easily accessible credible sources (and from the surface web), but the problem for me is that I'm an utter failure who've never even bought something online before... I can ask some people close to me to teach me e-commerce stuff, but won't it be awkward for them when something I bought from an e-commerce wound up being the thing that ends me? I could lie and say it's for my photography hobby (since I've looked somewhere that SN can be used for photography (although I don't know how yet)), but they would still feel some kind of guilt from it from indirectly causing my end, right? Plus I've heard that CTB through SN is extremely noticeable from autopsy/a glance from a professional, so would this excuse even work at all?
What should I do..? I guess I'd like to know if there's some market names I don't know about of SN and whether I can buy them over-the-counter; but just in general, what should I do???