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"This stuff is guarded" because prolifers and journalists visit this site too and create accounts as members and they've been known to collect sources and alert the authorities so these sources can be shutdown, that's why people here are careful about whom they share sources with. If you wanna get around that, participate on the site, try to make friends so people know who you are and hopefully someone will trust you, anyways best of luck!
Also there is a prescription free pharmacy in ppeh 2022
Seems like there are a lot of us in the same boat. I'd like to have some SN as a back-up in case my original plan falls through. If my pain levels get any higher -- or get to where I don't get any relief from my meds I'd like an option that doesn't leave a mess for my DH to have to clean up. He's gonna be devastated as it is -- we do love each other. It's just I don't think I am ever gonna be able to convince him that my pain levels are absolutely unbearable at times. So, no matter how much I do to prepare him for me not being here, he will still not handle it well. I don't want it to be any worse on him than it has to be.
is this really true inre the OTC ones? @ladybug you were looking for AE that you get over the counter
I'm a tech at a hospital and have asked the seasoned nurses of 30 years this question because I secretly was searching for AE Rx for my own CTB and they all said that it's a scam created by hospitals to make more money through medicine. They can have different mechanisms of actions of course, but they all do the same thing and will get the job done. I used zofran on my last CTB attempt with SN and never threw up once, even when I passed out so I totally believe those nurses
first hand experience is best knowledge on this imo. thank you. how much zofran did you take? do you remember? Why did your SN attempt fail? I need it to work. limited cognition and skills. I need it to work very soon. thank you. YOur post about Sunday and full suspension hanging, that really seems the only hanging method that works. I don't know if I should say good luck or I'm sorry. it's always both for these things, wishing it be fast and painless but also sorry anyone gets to this place.
Thanks :), I'll definitely look into it. Good to know that you have healthcare experience too.
If I remember correctly, the zofran I had was a 4 mg dose per pill and I took about 5 or 6 pills, so about 24mg of zofran . My SN attempt only failed because I called EMS hoping to donate my organs when I was brain dead but underestimated how quickly they could get me to a hospital and how fast the antidote works in the body. And thank you for the well wishes
Ondansetrin and Zofran are prescription only in the US (quick Google search). Were you thinking of a different over the counter medication?
Try an online pharmacy I was able to get prescription through an online one waiting for it to arrive but I know others have used it and they got theirs.
Which pharmacy did you use? I don't think I could manage to successfully lie to my doctor for Meto, but if it's just some sort of form to fill out online I could probably manage that. The only thing I need for my SN regimen is Meto. I don't think I have DMs unlocked yet, but perhaps give a clue or two on how to find the pharmacy instead (as people are doing with the source of DMC) if you're not comfortable sharing the source openly.
does all day chemist use paypal? i've heard ADC is pretty sketchy when it comes to handling user data and people have reported debit/credit card fraud within a month after a purchase on the site. I'd prefer to not give my card details to them.
Did you get the medications from Modafinia already...are they reliable? Was there any other medication that they source that you think would help with SN method or overcoming SI in general?
Is Modafinia trustworthy though? I'm reading that they have been known to scam and have unreliable customer service. But they do use paypal is that is good, so it won't be hard to get my money back if I do get scammed. Also, how long did it take to ship to you?
Yes, I got medication from Modafinia. They do not ship Benzos and I didn't want propanolol, although they sell it. I purchased bupropion as it is an antidepressant I have been meaning to try, but I don't plan to use it as part of my CTB attempt.
There were some weird things with the tracking. They said it would take 7-21 days to get to me in the UK, and it arrived after about 19 days. And yes, Paypal was a big attraction for me, I have heard horror stories about Paypal but it was better than the alternatives.
That's good to hear. I'm in the US, so I imagine it may be about the same amount of time to ship. Considering DMC takes about the same amount of time to ship SN, if I order both items I should have them at about the same time.
I just joined the site about 12 hours ago, but I'm a long time lurker. I'll probably have DMs unlocked soon though.
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idk what to do anymore. i was feeling better knowing that my SN was on the way. if anyone can please help me, i'd be super grateful
I totally understand. I actually still have some that I bought in 2020 when it was easy to find and buy online. I am just unsure if it is still good. I do plan to test it but would like a more recent source for peace of mind.I just joined the site about 12 hours ago, but I'm a long time lurker. I'll probably have DMs unlocked soon though.
As for the source, I don't think I can give it to you, even though you are a very long time user. I hope you understand. People tend to safeguard sources, or at least make you work for them, so I feel it is only right to do the same. But I will say it is quite easy to find with the clues users have been leaving for others. I was actually surprised I managed to find it. It was like digging for buried treasure and finding a chest full of gold coins.
I saved a few threads that you can check out that may point you the right way, but there were other threads that helped me that I don't have saved unfortunately:
What service does DMC use to ship to your house?
I'm looking into buying from DMC, my only concern is that they do not mention a delivery service. I live with others, so I'm worried that I may not be home when the package arrives & they will open it. The way I dealt with this the last time I bought SN (it was a scam unfortunately) was that I...
DMC question
Hi all, I understand not wanting to share/link sources directly. I am looking for a simple answer to help me confirm whether the source I am looking at is the DMC SN source many people reference for shipping to Canada, among a couple of other things. Is the source an online check-out page, or...
it might be okay still. but to my knowledge, SN generally only lasts for about 3 years sealed up well. Definitely do lots of testing on it (nitrite aquarium test, blood test, and whatnot).
