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FakeSmileGuy

FakeSmileGuy

hate myself lol
Apr 16, 2024
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Does anyone know a way to get these? I can't find a place to buy SN, and finding the antiemetics seems even harder since I'd need a prescription. I'm looking at another method, but I'd also like to get a hold of some SN, because it would be less traumatic for my family and whoever finds me.
 
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Skywren

Skywren

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Jul 14, 2024
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I hate how guarded this stuff is. Its a painless way out, the restrictions placed on it are cruel. If you find a source, please dm me. Im also gonna follow this thread and hope somebody who knows sees this
 
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FakeSmileGuy

FakeSmileGuy

hate myself lol
Apr 16, 2024
58
For sure, I'll let you know if I ever come across a way to get it.
 
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Juggernaut1010

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May 31, 2024
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Same, not looking forward to the alternatives if I don't find a painless way out.
 
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Traveller12724

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May 14, 2024
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I hate how guarded this stuff is. Its a painless way out, the restrictions placed on it are cruel. If you find a source, please dm me. Im also gonna follow this thread and hope somebody who knows sees this
"This stuff is guarded" because prolifers and journalists visit this site too and create accounts as members and they've been known to collect sources and alert the authorities so these sources can be shutdown, that's why people here are careful about whom they share sources with. If you wanna get around that, participate on the site, try to make friends so people know who you are and hopefully someone will trust you, anyways best of luck!
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,722
The USA Sn source I got mine from now only lets those with a business liscence buy. I bought my Meto from an online pharmacy in India took about a month to recieve yet
 
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Traveller12724

Experienced
May 14, 2024
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The USA Sn source I got mine from now only lets those with a business liscence buy. I bought my Meto from an online pharmacy in India took about a month to recieve yet
Also there is a prescription free pharmacy in ppeh 2022
 
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CatLvr

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Aug 1, 2024
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I hate how guarded this stuff is. Its a painless way out, the restrictions placed on it are cruel. If you find a source, please dm me. Im also gonna follow this thread and hope somebody who knows sees this
Seems like there are a lot of us in the same boat. I'd like to have some SN as a back-up in case my original plan falls through. If my pain levels get any higher -- or get to where I don't get any relief from my meds I'd like an option that doesn't leave a mess for my DH to have to clean up. He's gonna be devastated as it is -- we do love each other. It's just I don't think I am ever gonna be able to convince him that my pain levels are absolutely unbearable at times. So, no matter how much I do to prepare him for me not being here, he will still not handle it well. I don't want it to be any worse on him than it has to be.
 
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Ww42

Ww42

Experienced
Feb 24, 2024
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You can get over the counter antiemetics very easily in America. Look for ondansetron or its brand name Zofran. You can find it at a walmart anywhere basically and it will do just as good of a job as a prescription antiemetic like metoclopromide will do. Insurance and healthcare likes to make certain medicines prescription only to rack up their prices because of specific ingredients that make them might cost more out of their pocket, but OTC and Rx antiemetics do the same thing and will have the same effect
 
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Aprilfarewell4

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Apr 9, 2024
805
You can get over the counter antiemetics very easily in America. Look for ondansetron or its brand name Zofran. You can find it at a walmart anywhere basically and it will do just as good of a job as a prescription antiemetic like metoclopromide will do. Insurance and healthcare likes to make certain medicines prescription only to rack up their prices because of specific ingredients that make them might cost more out of their pocket, but OTC and Rx antiemetics do the same thing and will have the same effect
is this really true inre the OTC ones? @ladybug you were looking for AE that you get over the counter
 
Ww42

Ww42

Experienced
Feb 24, 2024
283
is this really true inre the OTC ones? @ladybug you were looking for AE that you get over the counter
I'm a tech at a hospital and have asked the seasoned nurses of 30 years this question because I secretly was searching for AE Rx for my own CTB and they all said that it's a scam created by hospitals to make more money through medicine. They can have different mechanisms of actions of course, but they all do the same thing and will get the job done. I used zofran on my last CTB attempt with SN and never threw up once, even when I passed out so I totally believe those nurses
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
805
I'm a tech at a hospital and have asked the seasoned nurses of 30 years this question because I secretly was searching for AE Rx for my own CTB and they all said that it's a scam created by hospitals to make more money through medicine. They can have different mechanisms of actions of course, but they all do the same thing and will get the job done. I used zofran on my last CTB attempt with SN and never threw up once, even when I passed out so I totally believe those nurses
first hand experience is best knowledge on this imo. thank you. how much zofran did you take? do you remember? Why did your SN attempt fail? I need it to work. limited cognition and skills. I need it to work very soon. thank you. YOur post about Sunday and full suspension hanging, that really seems the only hanging method that works. I don't know if I should say good luck or I'm sorry. it's always both for these things, wishing it be fast and painless but also sorry anyone gets to this place.
 
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FakeSmileGuy

FakeSmileGuy

hate myself lol
Apr 16, 2024
58
You can get over the counter antiemetics very easily in America. Look for ondansetron or its brand name Zofran. You can find it at a walmart anywhere basically and it will do just as good of a job as a prescription antiemetic like metoclopromide will do. Insurance and healthcare likes to make certain medicines prescription only to rack up their prices because of specific ingredients that make them might cost more out of their pocket, but OTC and Rx antiemetics do the same thing and will have the same effect
Thanks :), I'll definitely look into it. Good to know that you have healthcare experience too.
 
Ww42

Ww42

Experienced
Feb 24, 2024
283
first hand experience is best knowledge on this imo. thank you. how much zofran did you take? do you remember? Why did your SN attempt fail? I need it to work. limited cognition and skills. I need it to work very soon. thank you. YOur post about Sunday and full suspension hanging, that really seems the only hanging method that works. I don't know if I should say good luck or I'm sorry. it's always both for these things, wishing it be fast and painless but also sorry anyone gets to this place.
If I remember correctly, the zofran I had was a 4 mg dose per pill and I took about 5 or 6 pills, so about 24mg of zofran . My SN attempt only failed because I called EMS hoping to donate my organs when I was brain dead but underestimated how quickly they could get me to a hospital and how fast the antidote works in the body. And thank you for the well wishes
 
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frost_

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Jun 6, 2024
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You can get over the counter antiemetics very easily in America. Look for ondansetron or its brand name Zofran. You can find it at a walmart anywhere basically and it will do just as good of a job as a prescription antiemetic like metoclopromide will do. Insurance and healthcare likes to make certain medicines prescription only to rack up their prices because of specific ingredients that make them might cost more out of their pocket, but OTC and Rx antiemetics do the same thing and will have the same effect
Ondansetrin and Zofran are prescription only in the US (quick Google search). Were you thinking of a different over the counter medication?
 
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Juliaishere

Juliaishere

Jules
Aug 15, 2024
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Does anyone know a way to get these? I can't find a place to buy SN, and finding the antiemetics seems even harder since I'd need a prescription. I'm looking at another method, but I'd also like to get a hold of some SN, because it would be less traumatic for my family and whoever finds me.
If you find a way can you DM me please? I've been looking too
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
805
Ondansetrin and Zofran are prescription only in the US (quick Google search). Were you thinking of a different over the counter medication?
Try an online pharmacy I was able to get prescription through an online one waiting for it to arrive but I know others have used it and they got theirs.
 
Plato'sCaveDweller

Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
513
Try an online pharmacy I was able to get prescription through an online one waiting for it to arrive but I know others have used it and they got theirs.
Which pharmacy did you use? I don't think I could manage to successfully lie to my doctor for Meto, but if it's just some sort of form to fill out online I could probably manage that. The only thing I need for my SN regimen is Meto. I don't think I have DMs unlocked yet, but perhaps give a clue or two on how to find the pharmacy instead (as people are doing with the source of DMC) if you're not comfortable sharing the source openly.
 
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Unspoken7612

Arcanist
Jul 14, 2024
469
There are a few Indian online pharmacies that will send things without a prescription, but their payment methods are a bit weird. Also, shipping is very expensive.

All Day Chemist is the big one, but I used Modafinia.

The trickier thing is getting hold of Benzos.
 
Plato'sCaveDweller

Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
513
There are a few Indian online pharmacies that will send things without a prescription, but their payment methods are a bit weird. Also, shipping is very expensive.

All Day Chemist is the big one, but I used Modafinia.

The trickier thing is getting hold of Benzos.
does all day chemist use paypal? i've heard ADC is pretty sketchy when it comes to handling user data and people have reported debit/credit card fraud within a month after a purchase on the site. I'd prefer to not give my card details to them.
 
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Unspoken7612

Arcanist
Jul 14, 2024
469
I don't think they do, and that was why I avoided using them. They used a payment provider called HowToPay. Seemed dodgy enough for me to avoid it.
 
peacetoall

peacetoall

Member
May 24, 2019
94
I don't think they do, and that was why I avoided using them. They used a payment provider called HowToPay. Seemed dodgy enough for me to avoid it.
Did you get the medications from Modafinia already...are they reliable? Was there any other medication that they source that you think would help with SN method or overcoming SI in general?
 
Plato'sCaveDweller

Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
513
I don't think they do, and that was why I avoided using them. They used a payment provider called HowToPay. Seemed dodgy enough for me to avoid it.
Is Modafinia trustworthy though? I'm reading that they have been known to scam and have unreliable customer service. But they do use paypal is that is good, so it won't be hard to get my money back if I do get scammed. Also, how long did it take to ship to you?
 
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Unspoken7612

Arcanist
Jul 14, 2024
469
Did you get the medications from Modafinia already...are they reliable? Was there any other medication that they source that you think would help with SN method or overcoming SI in general?
Yes, I got medication from Modafinia. They do not ship Benzos and I didn't want propanolol, although they sell it. I purchased bupropion as it is an antidepressant I have been meaning to try, but I don't plan to use it as part of my CTB attempt.
Is Modafinia trustworthy though? I'm reading that they have been known to scam and have unreliable customer service. But they do use paypal is that is good, so it won't be hard to get my money back if I do get scammed. Also, how long did it take to ship to you?
There were some weird things with the tracking. They said it would take 7-21 days to get to me in the UK, and it arrived after about 19 days. And yes, Paypal was a big attraction for me, I have heard horror stories about Paypal but it was better than the alternatives.
 
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Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
513
Yes, I got medication from Modafinia. They do not ship Benzos and I didn't want propanolol, although they sell it. I purchased bupropion as it is an antidepressant I have been meaning to try, but I don't plan to use it as part of my CTB attempt.

There were some weird things with the tracking. They said it would take 7-21 days to get to me in the UK, and it arrived after about 19 days. And yes, Paypal was a big attraction for me, I have heard horror stories about Paypal but it was better than the alternatives.
That's good to hear. I'm in the US, so I imagine it may be about the same amount of time to ship. Considering DMC takes about the same amount of time to ship SN, if I order both items I should have them at about the same time.

Thank you for pointing me the right way, I genuinely appreciate it. AEs are the only thing I was gonna have trouble acquiring, so hopefully I don't get scammed and everything works out. Hoping the Meto makes it through customs!
 
peacetoall

peacetoall

Member
May 24, 2019
94
That's good to hear. I'm in the US, so I imagine it may be about the same amount of time to ship. Considering DMC takes about the same amount of time to ship SN, if I order both items I should have them at about the same time.

Thank you for pointing me the right way, I genuinely appreciate it. AEs are the only thing I was gonna have trouble acquiring, so hopefully I don't get scammed and everything works out. Hoping the Meto makes it through customs!
I am unable to PM you, would you be able to PM me the DMC source?
 
Plato'sCaveDweller

Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
513
I am unable to PM you, would you be able to PM me the DMC source?
I just joined the site about 12 hours ago, but I'm a long time lurker. I'll probably have DMs unlocked soon though.

As for the source, I don't think I can give it to you, even though you are a very long time user. I hope you understand. People tend to safeguard sources, or at least make you work for them, so I feel it is only right to do the same. But I will say it is quite easy to find with the clues users have been leaving for others. I was actually surprised I managed to find it. It was like digging for buried treasure and finding a chest full of gold coins.

I saved a few threads that you can check out that may point you the right way, but there were other threads that helped me that I don't have saved unfortunately:



 
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tojifushiguro

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Aug 11, 2024
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sigh. i recently got SN from a source in the US. should've known that it was too good to be true. i tested it and it turned out to be nitrate :/ or not even nitrate. i'm not sure. but it sure didn't test positive for nitrite 🚶‍♀️ idk what to do anymore. i was feeling better knowing that my SN was on the way. if anyone can please help me, i'd be super grateful 🚶‍♀️
 
peacetoall

peacetoall

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May 24, 2019
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I just joined the site about 12 hours ago, but I'm a long time lurker. I'll probably have DMs unlocked soon though.

As for the source, I don't think I can give it to you, even though you are a very long time user. I hope you understand. People tend to safeguard sources, or at least make you work for them, so I feel it is only right to do the same. But I will say it is quite easy to find with the clues users have been leaving for others. I was actually surprised I managed to find it. It was like digging for buried treasure and finding a chest full of gold coins.

I saved a few threads that you can check out that may point you the right way, but there were other threads that helped me that I don't have saved unfortunately:



I totally understand. I actually still have some that I bought in 2020 when it was easy to find and buy online. I am just unsure if it is still good. I do plan to test it but would like a more recent source for peace of mind.
 
Plato'sCaveDweller

Plato'sCaveDweller

Sleep is good, death is better.
Sep 2, 2024
513
I totally understand. I actually still have some that I bought in 2020 when it was easy to find and buy online. I am just unsure if it is still good. I do plan to test it but would like a more recent source for peace of mind.
it might be okay still. but to my knowledge, SN generally only lasts for about 3 years sealed up well. Definitely do lots of testing on it (nitrite aquarium test, blood test, and whatnot).