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i'm almost gone

i'm almost gone

Kinda complex
Apr 16, 2024
11
I found an e-mail adress called "uncle paul".
He says he sell pentobarbital. I sent him an e-mail and here is his answer:

Greetings from the dispensary! We're delighted to have you here. Our inventory includes a range of Nembutal and several other barbiturates available in different forms: capsules, powder, and the most sought-after form, liquid.

Nembutal is a highly potent substance, and it is available in three different forms. The methods of consumption vary for each form: the liquid form can be taken orally or intravenously, the powdered form dissolves in water, and the capsule form is consumed orally.

The process of using Nembutal is quick and painless. Its effects typically begin within six (6) to forty-five (45) minutes after consumption. The substance induces sleep in the brain, leading to the expected outcome once you fall asleep.

Before proceeding, it is important to determine the appropriate quantity based on your body mass index (BMI).

This strengthens the likelihood of a successful outcome by guaranteeing that the necessary amount appropriate for your BMI is consumed. I will provide you with the official dosage if you already know your BMI; if you'd like, you can choose to increase it. It is advised that you have a checkup to get the relevant data if you are unsure of your BMI, or you can just provide your age. When you provide your BMI or age, the dosage and its cost will be disclosed to you. If you have any questions concerning Nembutal or the package you want to order, then let me know.

IS THIS A SCAM?

Thank you.
 
mapleboy

mapleboy

sleepy...
May 22, 2023
84
It sounds way too good to be true, please be careful and be responsible with what kind of/how much information you disclose to them.
 
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notahappygirl

Student
Jun 6, 2023
188
Scam
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

Hurt most by those claiming to help me.
Feb 28, 2023
1,342
Unfortunately any nembutal offering is almost certainly a scam, it's basically impossible to get now.
 
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Tesha

Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
913
Uncle Paul is a liar.

It's a scam, please don't give them any further details - and definitely don't give them money!
 
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LunarLight

LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
1,363
Scam.
 
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i'm almost gone

i'm almost gone

Kinda complex
Apr 16, 2024
11
Uncle Paul is a liar.

It's a scam, please don't give them any further details - and definitely don't give them money!
Thanks, i won't. Did you or someone you know get scammed by him?
 
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Steff1337

Steff1337

Autistic and schizophrenic, please be respectful
Jun 21, 2024
659
All ways to get N online are most likely scams.
 
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Exitbattle

Member
Mar 23, 2019
48
There used to be a guy named J in China that sold nembutal. He disappeared a while back. I was in email communication with him but backed out. After a few years of inactivity he just emailed me again and said he's back in the market and selling nembutal again. It's the same email address.

Do you guys think I should try buying from him? Can you guys think of any questions I should ask him before making the purchase?

Also does anyone know where I can buy some nembutal in Mexico? I'm currently in the country and can't find a store that sells it. Does anyone got any ideas?

Thanks in advance for anyone that may read this and reply back to me. Feel free to pm me too.
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
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Also does anyone know where I can buy some nembutal in Mexico? I'm currently in the country and can't find a store that sells it. Does anyone got any ideas?
Have you tried the cities/stores that are listed in the PHH?
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,281
There used to be a guy named J in China that sold nembutal. He disappeared a while back. I was in email communication with him but backed out. After a few years of inactivity he just emailed me again and said he's back in the market and selling nembutal again. It's the same email address.

Do you guys think I should try buying from him? Can you guys think of any questions I should ask him before making the purchase?

Also does anyone know where I can buy some nembutal in Mexico? I'm currently in the country and can't find a store that sells it. Does anyone got any ideas?

Thanks in advance for anyone that may read this and reply back to me. Feel free to pm me too.
How did you discover this source in China?
 
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that_guy2611

that_guy2611

Student
Mar 17, 2018
187
There used to be a guy named J in China that sold nembutal. He disappeared a while back. I was in email communication with him but backed out. After a few years of inactivity he just emailed me again and said he's back in the market and selling nembutal again. It's the same email address.

Do you guys think I should try buying from him? Can you guys think of any questions I should ask him before making the purchase?

Also does anyone know where I can buy some nembutal in Mexico? I'm currently in the country and can't find a store that sells it. Does anyone got any ideas?

Thanks in advance for anyone that may read this and reply back to me. Feel free to pm me too.
if you want to share his email with me in private then i'll bite and order (depending on his price) then get it tested .
 
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Exitbattle

Member
Mar 23, 2019
48
Have you tried the cities/stores that are listed in the PHH?
The most recent ppeh book you can find in the site 2023 only shares city names but doesn't say any pharmacies or stores in specific so it's of no help. I have asked in a few pharmacies but they don't have it in stock so I dunno where else I can check.
How did you discover this source in China?
It was a source that was active back in the mid 2010s and then disappeared. He said he was on jail for seven years and is now just out and active again. It's the same email/source from when I first got it so I'm tempted to try it.
 
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J&L383

Paragon
Jul 18, 2023
985
I found an e-mail adress called "uncle paul".
He says he sell pentobarbital. I sent him an e-mail and here is his answer:

Greetings from the dispensary! We're delighted to have you here. Our inventory includes a range of Nembutal and several other barbiturates available in different forms: capsules, powder, and the most sought-after form, liquid.

Nembutal is a highly potent substance, and it is available in three different forms. The methods of consumption vary for each form: the liquid form can be taken orally or intravenously, the powdered form dissolves in water, and the capsule form is consumed orally.

The process of using Nembutal is quick and painless. Its effects typically begin within six (6) to forty-five (45) minutes after consumption. The substance induces sleep in the brain, leading to the expected outcome once you fall asleep.

Before proceeding, it is important to determine the appropriate quantity based on your body mass index (BMI).

This strengthens the likelihood of a successful outcome by guaranteeing that the necessary amount appropriate for your BMI is consumed. I will provide you with the official dosage if you already know your BMI; if you'd like, you can choose to increase it. It is advised that you have a checkup to get the relevant data if you are unsure of your BMI, or you can just provide your age. When you provide your BMI or age, the dosage and its cost will be disclosed to you. If you have any questions concerning Nembutal or the package you want to order, then let me know.

IS THIS A SCAM?

Thank you.
Yes yes yes yes SCAM! (Currently the only reported reliable sources are Peru or perhaps Bolivia (super sketchy!) but you have to go there and hope for the best and this is quickly changing).
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
If this is a new source and you can actually order it online
The most recent ppeh book you can find in the site 2023 only shares city names but doesn't say any pharmacies or stores in specific so it's of no help. I have asked in a few pharmacies but they don't have it in stock so I dunno where else I can check.

It was a source that was active back in the mid 2010s and then disappeared. He said he was on jail for seven years and is now just out and active again. It's the same email/source from when I first got it so I'm tempted to try it.

The most recent ppeh book you can find in the site 2023 only shares city names but doesn't say any pharmacies or stores in specific so it's of no help. I have asked in a few pharmacies but they don't have it in stock so I dunno where else I can check.

It was a source that was active back in the mid 2010s and then disappeared. He said he was on jail for seven years and is now just out and active again. It's the same email/source from when I first got it so I'm tempted to try it.
He wasn't a confirmed source in 2010?
 
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Talvikki

Talvikki

Elementalist
Nov 18, 2021
820
There used to be a guy named J in China that sold nembutal. He disappeared a while back. I was in email communication with him but backed out. After a few years of inactivity he just emailed me again and said he's back in the market and selling nembutal again. It's the same email address.

Do you guys think I should try buying from him? Can you guys think of any questions I should ask him before making the purchase?

Also does anyone know where I can buy some nembutal in Mexico? I'm currently in the country and can't find a store that sells it. Does anyone got any ideas?

Thanks in advance for anyone that may read this and reply back to me. Feel free to pm me too.

Several people have recently been in contact with J, and this is also mentioned in the latest 2024 update of the PPH. He now offers not only N but also SN and SA. However, it's important to be cautious. I wouldn't place an order (yet). As far as I know, it's still unclear if anyone has successfully received anything.
 
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CantDoIt

Elementalist
Jul 18, 2024
874
Several people have recently been in contact with J, and this is also mentioned in the latest 2024 update of the PPH. He now offers not only N but also SN and SA. However, it's important to be cautious. I wouldn't place an order (yet) unless you're willing to risk losing your money. As far as I know, it's still unclear if anyone has successfully received anything.
If he's mentioned in ppeh that's significant. Where is the contact info to be found, do you know? This could be huge.
 
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that_guy2611

that_guy2611

Student
Mar 17, 2018
187
Can someone dm me j's email please? as i said i'm willing to get it tested.
 
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Throwawaysoul

Throwawaysoul

Wizard
May 14, 2018
606
There used to be a guy named J in China that sold nembutal. He disappeared a while back. I was in email communication with him but backed out. After a few years of inactivity he just emailed me again and said he's back in the market and selling nembutal again. It's the same email address.

Do you guys think I should try buying from him? Can you guys think of any questions I should ask him before making the purchase?

Also does anyone know where I can buy some nembutal in Mexico? I'm currently in the country and can't find a store that sells it. Does anyone got any ideas?

Thanks in advance for anyone that may read this and reply back to me. Feel free to pm me too.

Wait after what like 4 years of inactivity J just starts replying to old emails? Something doesn't sound right.
 
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Romanticize

Romanticize

Student
Aug 22, 2024
138
Pls keep this thread updated about this Chinese "J" guy. Getting an online source of N would be so huge.
Also if someone orders or gets it, pls give information either here, or to my PM, i will really appreciate it!
 
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Willy Wonka

Willy Wonka

Student
Dec 15, 2021
174
There used to be a guy named J in China that sold nembutal. He disappeared a while back. I was in email communication with him but backed out. After a few years of inactivity he just emailed me again and said he's back in the market and selling nembutal again. It's the same email address.

Do you guys think I should try buying from him? Can you guys think of any questions I should ask him before making the purchase?

Also does anyone know where I can buy some nembutal in Mexico? I'm currently in the country and can't find a store that sells it. Does anyone got any ideas?

Thanks in advance for anyone that may read this and reply back to me. Feel free to pm me too.
It's in powdered form?
 
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