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Tormentedme

Tormentedme

Got my bus ticket, just gotta make the journey
Jan 23, 2020
23
So I bought my SN just over 3 years ago when sources were more abundant. It's been a silent companion, biding it's time, and a real comfort having it tucked away. It has, however, been opened a few times, albeit briefly. Never yet with intent but a kind of first step ceremony. Anyhow, now I feel my time approaching I realised that I probably need to replenish with fresh stock. It's strange how that little tub has been a constant relief for me in the background, but effectively a placebo, and, kinda weird that I feel something akin to disloyalty looking elsewhere for a new partner. It's probably still fine to use tbh, but I'd rather have something that's completely reliably in-date. I was thinking of reaching out as many members do, asking for PM sources, but decided to do my own leg work. I'm no detective but armed with only vague clues from a couple of posts I managed to track down IC within 5 minutes so now feel like a regular Sherlock. No immediate rush, but having that bus ticket in hand really counts.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,772
I understand why you would feel so comforted by having a way to exit this world at a time of your own choosing, I believe that those who have access to a reliable poison method right now are fortunate. But anyway, best wishes.
 
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HadItAll

I just want to be completely forgotten
Feb 20, 2023
243
I can't stress it enough how comforted I'd feel if I had a way out ready to go any time. Working on it asap, maybe it will even let me live normally again - knowing the worst that could happen is death.
 
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vipatherappa

vipatherappa

Student
Feb 28, 2023
34
could you pm me ic? my dumb ass has been sleuthing this forum for a while now and I still can't figure it out
 
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Tormentedme

Tormentedme

Got my bus ticket, just gotta make the journey
Jan 23, 2020
23
I understand why you would feel so comforted by having a way to exit this world at a time of your own choosing, I believe that those who have access to a reliable poison method right now are fortunate. But anyway, best wishes.
Thank you, back at ya
could you pm me ic? my dumb ass has been sleuthing this forum for a while now and I still can't figure it out
Check your inbox
 
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disabledlife

disabledlife

Arcanist
Jun 5, 2020
451
Please can you pm me ic also? Thanks you very much. I need reliable SN also.
 
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imcadt99

imcadt99

Member
Feb 23, 2023
50
Could you also pm me IC? Managed to find CCS but still at a loss for IC and I've heard IC ships sealed.
 
Tormentedme

Tormentedme

Got my bus ticket, just gotta make the journey
Jan 23, 2020
23
Could you also pm me IC? Managed to find CCS but still at a loss for IC and I've heard IC ships sealed.
Could you also pm me IC? Managed to find CCS but still at a loss for IC and I've heard IC ships sealed.
You don't appear messageable yet, feel free to drop me a PM once up and running