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deathisapanacea

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How easy is it to bribe a Vet and get pentobarbital in your country. If possible, how much bribe has to be given ?
 
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Apathy79

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I don't have experience with this, but I'm going to go out on a limb and say this would be very close to impossible. You'd have to bribe them enough to not only risk losing their vet license but also go to prison.
 
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shineboy2k15taliban

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you can find everything on darknet marketplaces im sure they have that substance for sale somewhere
 
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deathisapanacea

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I don't have experience with this, but I'm going to go out on a limb and say this would be very close to impossible. You'd have to bribe them enough to not only risk losing their vet license but also go to prison.
It must be pretty tough in the US. Agencies can track who prescribed the meds in a jiffy. But not possible to track in third world countries.
 
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SVEN

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In the UK I'd say impossible. The restriction and control of such meds within practises and the quantity supplied and sold to veterinary practises by suppliers mean that any unaccounted for products would be very noticeable.
Also, there are increasingly reducing numbers of private vets running practises in the UK, most clinics are owned by chains or partners who have a staff working for them, so it's no longer just the one vet operating without supervision.
 
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cemeteryismyhome

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At first glance this is a genius idea, but I think it would just get you reported to authorities by the vet. Imagine a vet who did this... they'd have mobs of people lined up in the alley behind their office, it would be too hard to hide. And if only one case got investigated and they got caught, it would all be over. The bribe would have to be huge. But I wish I had thought of this long ago. Become a vet, for the sole purpose of having access to take myself out.
 
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deathisapanacea

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you can find everything on darknet marketplaces im sure they have that substance for sale somewhere
I just tried darknet a few times through TOR and it's so freaking slow. And most of the links don't work. May be I need to watch some tutorials on how to look for stuff on DN. Also, for buying stuff there I probably need a bitcoin account, which I have to create now.
 
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k1w1

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I had a vet who used the trade I worked in most of my life. I groomed him well and then introduced the "ageing pony belonging to my daughter story" Said we wanted to do the euthenasia of the animal ourselves etc. He laughed ....knew bloody well what I wanted it for. Forget it unless you want to break into a vet surgery and hit the meds cabinet. Knowledge of burglary techniqued essential. Some folks were saying here last year that south America is pretty much burned out now and that was a cinch 10 years ago.
 
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I just tried darknet a few times through TOR and it's so freaking slow. And most of the links don't work. May be I need to watch some tutorials on how to look for stuff on DN. Also, for buying stuff there I probably need a bitcoin account, which I have to create now.
Nothing is easy, is it m8. It's a lot of work just to die.
 
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shineboy2k15taliban

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I just tried darknet a few times through TOR and it's so freaking slow. And most of the links don't work. May be I need to watch some tutorials on how to look for stuff on DN. Also, for buying stuff there I probably need a bitcoin account, which I have to create now.

 
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k1w1

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I just tried darknet a few times through TOR and it's so freaking slow. And most of the links don't work. May be I need to watch some tutorials on how to look for stuff on DN. Also, for buying stuff there I probably need a bitcoin account, which I have to create now.
You wont find it there either. Plenty narcotics though. If you can travel there are places that with some work and knowledge of the drug world will net these easily.
 
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deathisapanacea

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Mar 10, 2025
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At first glance this is a genius idea, but I think it would just get you reported to authorities by the vet. Imagine a vet who did this... they'd have mobs of people lined up in the alley behind their office, it would be too hard to hide. And if only one case got investigated and they got caught, it would all be over. The bribe would have to be huge. But I wish I had thought of this long ago. Become a vet, for the sole purpose of having access to take myself out.

You have to become a half engineer to Crack the inert gas set up.
You have to become a Vet to commit N CTB.
Life is so unfair 😪
 
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bankai

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Man, it's the most peaceful method. I read the handbook and I'm just floored. Nothing else compares.
 
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Forever Sleep

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May 4, 2022
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Assisting a suicide carries with it the risk of 14 years in prison (in the UK anyway.) Plus, I imagine, never returning to the job they studied for. I guess it would depend on how in debt and desperate they were and how likely it was the authorities in their country would pursue them. I think some people have travelled to other countries to try to obtain Nembutal from vets but, I think the risks of a UK or US or other European vet would be enormous.
 
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deathisapanacea

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I had a vet who used the trade I worked in most of my life. I groomed him well

It wouldn't work in a country where prescriptions can be tracked. The only wag is to break into a pharmacy and seize the stuff.
 
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Thomas599

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N is NOT impossible to buy if you know the right people and can get to the right country. I have 3 bottles myself.
 
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k1w1

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Feb 16, 2022
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Not necessarily. Been used with poor results in executions.
Bullshit. When that stuff used to arrive from Mexico, a load of people offed themselves quite successfully including a close friend. You drink it!!! In executions many prisoners have veins all messed up from drug use. The staff who administer it are not even nurses...theyre prison gaurds. It took me about a week to get proficient with injection techniques and I wasnt doing it to kill someone. If you get my point ?!?!
 
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Bullshit. When that stuff used to arrive from Mexico, a load of people offed themselves quite successfully including a close friend. You drink it!!! In executions many prisoners have veins all messed up from drug use. The staff who administer it are not even nurses...theyre prison gaurds. It took me about a week to get proficient with injection techniques and I wasnt doing it to kill someone. If you get my point ?!?!
You drink it?. That's what I have doubts about, because I read an article a few years ago about one of the Swiss assisted CTB institutions and they said that they drank a small bottle of N. And that it had a sweet taste and that in a few minutes the person would pass out without pain, without anything, just fall asleep and goodbye.

Does anyone know if it's pure N or something else? I'm evaluating other solutions so as not to spend my last moments vomiting SN.
 
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EmptyBottle

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Apr 10, 2025
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I don't have experience with this, but I'm going to go out on a limb and say this would be very close to impossible. You'd have to bribe them enough to not only risk losing their vet license but also go to prison.
even then, there are ppl who say no to all the money that can be offered to them.
 
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StupidCat

StupidCat

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Apr 24, 2025
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Foreigners kinda ruined it for my country since they offed themselves in the hotel room the stupid bastards. But I still can get it somehow easy in my region. I only need a license which I can easily get from my uncle that raises animals. I would get rid of the thing so they don't link my death to the product and doesn't get restricted. Though, I'm not sure if an autopsy would indicate the cause of death for N, does it?
 
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Kbeau

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Jan 17, 2021
331
Love the idea, but I put that along with my "hire a hitman to kill me" - seems easy but not really....
 
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Thomas599

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Jan 9, 2025
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Love the idea, but I put that along with my "hire a hitman to kill me" - seems easy but not really....
Again, if you know the right people and are able to travel to the right country, N IS possible to buy. ; )
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How easy is it to bribe a Vet and get pentobarbital in your country. If possible, how much bribe has to be given ?
nice you have passed the 50 posts mark send me a DM. I might be able to give you some insight.
 
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I did an internship at the veterinarien which gave me access to everything
 
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Eternal_Soul

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You drink it?. That's what I have doubts about, because I read an article a few years ago about one of the Swiss assisted CTB institutions and they said that they drank a small bottle of N. And that it had a sweet taste and that in a few minutes the person would pass out without pain, without anything, just fall asleep and goodbye.

Does anyone know if it's pure N or something else? I'm evaluating other solutions so as not to spend my last moments vomiting SN.
Yes, you drink it.

Assisted SS is legal in my country, there are several organizations offering it. On their websites they have all the essential information about it published.

Currently the dosage is 15 ml NaP. In the past they used 10 ml, but because this sometimes led to a prolonged transition process (in some cases it took hours until the patient was gone), they upped it to 15 ml.

Usually the process is very quick and peaceful.
 
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intr0verse

Experienced
Jan 29, 2021
262
Yes, you drink it.

Assisted SS is legal in my country, there are several organizations offering it. On their websites they have all the essential information about it published.

Currently the dosage is 15 ml NaP. In the past they used 10 ml, but because this sometimes led to a prolonged transition process (in some cases it took hours until the patient was gone), they upped it to 15 ml.

Usually the process is very quick and peaceful.
I think it's grams not milliliters. 15 grams of pentobarbital sodium, usually dissolved in 50ml of water.
 
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Eternal_Soul

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Nov 24, 2024
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I think it's grams not milliliters. 15 grams of pentobarbital sodium, usually dissolved in 50ml of water.
Oh of course, you're right! It's 15 grams - mea culpa 🫣
 
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inaminute

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Dec 12, 2023
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Again, if you know the right people and are able to travel to the right country, N IS possible to buy. ; )
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nice you have passed the 50 posts mark send me a DM. I might be able to give you some insight.
This would be useful
 
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idiotmother

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N sounds like the way to go, if only it weren't next to impossible to source in the US :/. Seems like it's the most peaceful too. I don't know any of the right people haha
 
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