Games Boys vs girls counting game

[VanillaCake]

637
I pray you find a gf soon Jey

 

[dhk96]

636

 

[VanillaCake]

635

 

[boddibo]

636

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

637
I pray you find a gf soon Jey

637
Its fun to think about and also not fun to think about

 

[boddibo]

638

 

[VanillaCake]

637

637
Its fun to think about and also not fun to think about

Why?

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

637

Why?

638
Cuz i dont have enough exposure and dont like losing control
I also care too easily and dont take break ups well

 

[ForsakenEcho]

639

 

[mjolnir]

640

 

[ForsakenEcho]

641

 

[VanillaCake]

640
You don't have enough exposure? Not sure to understand what you mean here.
Ah I understand caring too easily, it can get exhausting pretty fast

 

[ForsakenEcho]

641

 

[VanillaCake]

640

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

640
You don't have enough exposure? Not sure to understand what you mean here.
Ah I understand caring too easily, it can get exhausting pretty fast

641
Exposure to talking to girls face to face. Havent dated in a while and i was even nervous before
Not exhausting but painful too if you gotta deal with their emotions too and its a bomb if you brwak up

 

[ForsakenEcho]

642

 

[VanillaCake]

641
Exposure to talking to girls face to face. Havent dated in a while and i was even nervous before
Not exhausting but painful too if you gotta deal with their emotions too and its a bomb if you brwak up

641
I understand. Do you miss dating a lot? Or maybe even companionship?

 

[Redacted24]

642

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

641
I understand. Do you miss it a lot?

643
A bit. Im not getting younger so i feel some pressure. Also recently realized social interaction is a need so im trying to do them both at the same time

 

[ForsakenEcho]

644

 

[VanillaCake]

643
A bit. Im not getting younger so i feel some pressure. Also recently realized social interaction is a need so im trying to do them both at the same time

643
How old are you? I've seen some 90+yo chaps still getting some action in nursing homes if that can reassure you

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

643
How old are you? I've seen some 90+yo chaps still getting some action in nursing homes if that can reassure you

644
Ive never revealed my age publicly here because im ashamed
Not that old, but some of the younger fish i can still catch get turned off by it
I used to lie in the past about things out of shame and i dont wanna do it anymore
In some ways im wiser than my age but in others im not

 

[VanillaCake]

643

644
Ive never revealed my age publicly here because im ashamed
Not that old, but some of the younger fish i can still catch get turned off by it
I used to lie in the past about things out of shame and i dont wanna do it anymore
In some ways im wiser than my age but in others im not

Damn that's pretty old just kidding. I think it's better to be upfront most of the time. It's good that you don't want to lie anymore though

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

643

Damn that's pretty old just kidding. I think it's better to be upfront most of the time. It's good that you don't want to lie anymore though

644
Looking at my younger self makes me think hes so cute. Even though years before i thought he wasnt all that
Looking at my old texts with my exs made me feel pretty though, and a bit sad
My old self was a bit more uglier on the inside and said some cruel things. And blamed without understanding

 

[VanillaCake]

643

644
Looking at my younger self makes me think hes so cute. Even though years before i thought he wasnt all that
Looking at my old texts with my exs made me feel pretty though, and a bit sad
My old self was a bit more uglier on the inside and said some cruel things. And blamed without understanding

We all make mistakes. What matters is what we learn from them and whether we decide to change for the better.
If you're self aware enough to reflect on that, I'm sure you can try to re-enter the dating scene and do your best. At the end of the day, every fish of the pond is flawed in its own way so be compassionate towards yourself

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

643

We all make mistakes. What matters is what we learn from them and whether we decide to change for the better.
If you're self aware enough to reflect on that, I'm sure you can try to re-enter the dating scene and do your best. At the end of the day, every fish of the pond is flawed in its own way so be compassionate towards yourself

644
No im pretty ruthless with myself. Just like my parents taught me
Im more sad i cant be both pretty on the outside and inside
Why cant i have both

 

[VanillaCake]

643

644
No im pretty ruthless with myself. Just like my parents taught me
Im more sad i cant be both pretty on the outside and inside
Why cant i have both

You can be both to someone, I believe. But being ruthless with yourself might make it harder for others to love you (I know this all too well)

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

643

You can be both to someone, I believe. But being ruthless with yourself might make it harder for others to love you (I know this all too well)

644
Ehh im sure if i could help it i wiuldnt be here
Wouldnt have tried to kill myself
Wouldnt keep having ideation for the rest of my life

 

[VanillaCake]

643

644
Ehh im sure if i could help it i wiuldnt be here
Wouldnt have tried to kill myself
Wouldnt keep having ideation for the rest of my life

Dont worry, I'm just sharing my opinion, not speaking it as an ultimate truth. I'm here to ctb as well after all

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

643

Dont worry, I'm just sharing my opinion, not speaking it as an ultimate truth. I'm here to ctb as well after all

644
I... actually dont wanna die, living with the pain is just hard
Im over my attempt but it cost me 4 years. I suplose that is still less than most ppl here lose