Games Boys vs girls counting game

[whitetaildeer]

900

 

[darkest]

imagine we just live each day just to count

901 - one must imagine Sisyphus is happy, ay?

 

[Namelesa]

900 question is are they more disappointed in us doing this counting game or that we are on a suicide discussion website?

 

[darkest]

901 - I meeeeaaaan, wasn't counting a job at some point?

 

[Namelesa]

900

 

[darkest]

901

 

[whitetaildeer]

902

counting was definitely a job at some point. but yeah. can't imagine my ancestors are too happy about how i spend my time

 

[darkest]

903 - I don't reckon they understand what a "website" is either

 

[Namelesa]

902

 

[darkest]

903

 

[Namelesa]

902

 

[darkest]

903 - mine don't even speak english so i'm good xD

 

[whitetaildeer]

904

explaining what a website like this to them would be like to them would be like giving a victorian child a taco bell burrito

 

[darkest]

905

 

[whitetaildeer]

906

 

[darkest]

907 idk why I'm getting the same type of panicy survivaly feeling I get from SI, probably because it's the same time of the day that I start putting shit together to attempt, that's freaky

 

[Namelesa]

906

 

[darkest]

907 - so just because it's 7 pm my brain is going EXISTENTIAL CRISIS ALERT im not okay :')

 

[Namelesa]

907 idk why I'm getting the same type of panicy survivaly feeling I get from SI, probably because it's the same time of the day that I start putting shit together to attempt, that's freaky

Maybe the body remembers the experience of the attempt and is preparing for another one? I am so sorry :< Our bodies are truly a torture chamber

906

 

[darkest]

907

 

[Namelesa]

906

 

[darkest]

907 - this is seriously pathetic i hate this bs

 

[whitetaildeer]

908

907 idk why I'm getting the same type of panicy survivaly feeling I get from SI, probably because it's the same time of the day that I start putting shit together to attempt, that's freaky

familiarity does wonders to your mind. not exactly something you'd consciously think about, but i think you're on the right track on knowing what this is about. super sorry you're dealing with that.

 

[Namelesa]

907

 

[darkest]

908

 

[Namelesa]

907 you are not pathetic, these feelings you have are not fully in your control

 

[whitetaildeer]

908

 

[darkest]

908

 

[Namelesa]

908

 

[darkest]

909