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[whitetaildeer]

821

I somehow didn't, probably waiting to explode at the most inappropriate time :/

every day i wake up and hope i spontaneously combust

deadass she said that her friends told her I'm definitely not dead and I'm purposefully doing this to get joy out of hurting her, BRO you ain't the center of the universe, i hurt EVERYONE i know cuz of my FUCKING BPD HELLO???? i told her I did go through with it, idk why i felt the need to justify shit, I'm mentally fucked no one told your ass to think you can fix me. anywho she said she needs to keep her distance away or some shit because she's pissed at me because she did believe i was gone for good this time LMAOOOO JUST TELL ME TO GO KILL MYSELF ALREADY she knows damn well im suffering and she did say that, yet she said that since they were right about me being alive she's starting to believe the other things they said. GURL YOU GOT NO BRAIN FOR YOURSELF?? she's the one pissed at me but I don't think she could fathom how pissed it would make someone feel to know that they were in fact right about thinking they were better off dead, yet they couldn't even successfully do that.

i'm SORRY? "purposely doing this to get joy out of hurting her"? that is so self-centered it's baffling? don't even know what to say but this mad me angry to read (and made my headache worse). crazy ass! damn!

 

[darkest]

every day i wake up and hope i spontaneously combust

glad I'm not the only one!

that is so self-centered it's baffling?

OH BELIEVE ME I WAS SO BAFFLED IT'S LEGIT INSANE, I DON"T KNOW HOW I DIDN"T JUST TRY TO CTB AGAIN AFTER THAT

i was really numb at that moment, but talking about it is making me wanna paint the wall in punch holes, punching air wouldn't be enough to recover from that one

hope your headache gets better tho dude
822

 

[whitetaildeer]

823

OH BELIEVE ME I WAS SO BAFFLED IT'S LEGIT INSANE, I DON"T KNOW HOW I DIDN"T JUST TRY TO CTB AGAIN AFTER THAT

i was really numb at that moment, but talking about it is making me wanna paint the wall in punch holes, punching air wouldn't be enough to recover from that one

hope your headache gets better tho dude

do NOT pelt the wall with your punches punch a pillow. it helps

and thank you. it's also messing with my left eyesight somehow (i'm near legally blind) and making it very blurry. have to lean in super close to my monitor to type

 

[darkest]

oh jeez that's tough, eyesight troubles make everything else more difficult, I hope you find a way to bring comfort to that poor eye.

and yea agreed, punching pillows helps a shit ton
824

 

[whitetaildeer]

825

right? anyways that reminds me, this is hurting my back and i should probably sleep. i will see you around if you're still online!

 

[darkest]

826 - oh definitely! rest well dude, sleep is the best (except for annoying dreams, so hope you have good ones!)

 

[knighterrant]

827
The real world is so unreal...

 

[darkest]

828 - yea...

 

[knighterrant]

829

 

[NoPoint2Life]

OK, now that I'm caught up on everything I missed here yesterday I can play.
Of course I realize everyone else is probably sleeping

828

 

[knighterrant]

Not everyone :)

829

 

[NoPoint2Life]

That's right - there's always a guy on standby here to keep us girls from making any progress!

828

 

[knighterrant]

829

 

[Redacted24]

Good morning...USA reporting the count is...
830

 

[NoPoint2Life]

829

 

[knighterrant]

830

 

[Namelesa]

829

 

[knighterrant]

830

 

[Namelesa]

829

 

[NoPoint2Life]

U.S here too
I guess everyone's waking up now. Hi guys
828

 

[Namelesa]

827

 

[NoPoint2Life]

826

 

[knighterrant]

827

 

[NoPoint2Life]

826

 

[darkest]

827

 

[NoPoint2Life]

827

Sorry things didn't work out the other day826

 

[Namelesa]

825 I am really sorry @darkest :< More people need to understand suicide better and not antagonize it

 

[knighterrant]

826

 

[Namelesa]

826

 

[darkest]

827 - awwwe guys you're all so nice it feels right at home, I'm so tired