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whitetaildeer

whitetaildeer

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how is everyone doing? already asked this today but it's been several hours since then
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

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A little bleh, today has gone longer cus had to wake up earlier for therapy so it just means I have to deal with be conscious for longer
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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816

how is everyone doing? already asked this today but it's been several hours since then
I'm feeling two opposite feelings simultaneously
 
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HereWeGo!

HereWeGo!

Please give me the guts to _ _ _ 🙏🏻
Dec 7, 2024
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how is everyone doing? already asked this today but it's been several hours since then
I feel like usual and wondering why I can't be fortunate and die quick by an accident. What about you?

817
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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A little bleh, today has gone longer cus had to wake up earlier for therapy so it just means I have to deal with be conscious for longer
817 do you like sleeping because it frees you from depression too~? :)
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

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817 do you like sleeping because it frees you from depression too~? :)
yes, it means that I skip more of my life so I experience less pain (unless a nightmare happens then :< )
816
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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yes, it means that I skip more of my life so I experience less pain (unless a nightmare happens then :< )
816
815
hehe~ same! >w< It's sooo nice! :D that's odd~ how often do you remember your dreams for any duration after? :) My memory is awful generally, so it's unsurprising to me that I forget my dreams before I even wake up~ xD
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

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hehe~ same! >w< It's sooo nice! :D that's odd~ how often do you remember your dreams for any duration after? :) My memory is awful generally, so it's unsurprising to me that I forget my dreams before I even wake up~ xD
I don't remember most of my dreams if we assume we dream every time we sleep but the dreams I remember I know quite a few details about them. Last night I dreamed I was in a Danganronpa class trial with someone I had a crush on in school.

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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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I don't remember most of my dreams if we assume we dream every time we sleep but the dreams I remember I know quite a few details about them. Last night I dreamed I was in a Danganronpa class trial with someone I had a crush on in school.

814
aww~ kyute! :3 I've heard we dream every night, yeah~ so same~ >_< I think it's odd tho because I swear I like never dream! xD
813
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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aww~ kyute! :3 I've heard we dream every night, yeah~ so same~ >_< I think it's odd tho because I swear I like never dream! xD
813
I would say I don't dream most nights. I love how my dreams are most of the time quite weird but can hate it if its about previous trauma. I just want to escape from the pains of life and my brain just decides it wants to hurt me for a particular night :<

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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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813. Most of my nights are dreamless and I find that to be so peaceful
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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I would say I don't dream most nights. I love how my dreams are most of the time quite weird but can hate it if its about previous trauma. I just want to escape from the pains of life and my brain just decides it wants to hurt me for a particular night :<

812
hehe~ It's awesome that yours are mostly really weird! :D I really wish mine were too! >w< Mine are mostly the nightmare-ish school ones! :/
yeah, it happens to me too~ :( It's still better than being conscious tho and feeling all the pain of that thankfully imo~ what do you think? :) There are some nightmares which are worse ofc (the dying ones) but yeah~ >_<
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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hehe~ It's awesome that yours are mostly really weird! :D I really wish mine were too! >w< Mine are mostly the nightmare-ish school ones! :/
yeah, it happens to me too~ :( It's still better than being conscious tho and feeling all the pain of that thankfully imo~ what do you think? :) There are some nightmares which are worse ofc (the dying ones) but yeah~ >_<
811
Definitely the nightmares are better than actually being at school again as I would say dreams less effect you than real life and at least after the nightmare I don't have to worry about going to school the next day or some other time soon. I don't mind the dying ones as often when I die in them the dream just becomes pitch black and I don't have to experience any other pain. I had recurring nightmare as a child were I got run over by a vehicle as I was scared of crossing roads and traffic when I was younger.

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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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very true, yeah! ^_^ I'm glad you're out of that horrible place called school too! :D
oh geez~ >_< that sounds sooo scary tho! :((( altho, ig, it is true, yeah~ I hate scary things like horror and scary movies so much! >_<
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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very true, yeah! ^_^ I'm glad you're out of that horrible place called school too! :D
oh geez~ >_< that sounds sooo scary tho! :((( altho, ig, it is true, yeah~ I hate scary things like horror and scary movies so much! >_<
809
Pitch darkness may seem scary at first but its at least consistent. No having to experience anything negative or sudden, personally I would say thats peaceful. I am sorry you get scared easily tho :<
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