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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

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I am so glad that more progress is being made to get your SN ^^

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Thank you. I was honestly so worried because I've been putting all of my trust in this to where I even stopped studying for my university exams. If I got screwed here, I would be screwed immensely
 
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boddibo

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@ijustwishtodie hope everything will be fine for you
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
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@ijustwishtodie hope everything will be fine for you
Thank you :3. There's still going to be a lot of risk as I'm worried about welfare checks as well as the timing of how I'd actually do it but I'm so relieved that I even managed to get this far in the first place
 
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boddibo

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@ijustwishtodie don't know where you live but I also was worried about welfare checks, turned out i never got one this past year, hope it's going to be the same for you
 
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ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
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@ijustwishtodie don't know where you live but I also was worried about welfare checks, turned out i never got one this past year, hope it's going to be the same for you
From what I've read, welfare checks won't happen unless if the seller were to get arrested but I'm so paranoid because I only have one chance to get this right which means that all of my nerves are shot up
 
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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
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Thank you :3. There's still going to be a lot of risk as I'm worried about welfare checks as well as the timing of how I'd actually do it but I'm so relieved that I even managed to get this far in the first place
Did you end up having it shipped to your home?
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boddibo

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@ijustwishtodie I get you, as long as you are prepared and don't do it on impulse, it might be fine
I wish you the best, I couldn't do it lol
 
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ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
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Did you end up having it shipped to your home?
731
Of course not. My parents would take it and immediately throw it away if I were to do that. I managed to buy a PO box and get it sent to there instead but I should give an important warning for anybody going through with this. Buying a PO box with royal mail will cause them to send them a letter to your home confirming your PO box despite their customer services saying that they would just send you an email only so be careful!! I just managed to get so lucky because my mum was busy when the post came so she told my younger brother to get the post instead. When my brother went to get the post, I collected mine from him and hid it from my mum whilst I got lucky enough for there to be another post for my dad meaning that I managed to get away. I'm so pissed at royal mail for outright lying with their customer services but I'm so glad that I didn't get caught
 
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730 @ijustwishtodie I really hope that you are able to get the SN and not get into trouble for it <3
 
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NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
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Of course not. My parents would take it and immediately throw it away if I were to do that. I managed to buy a PO box and get it sent to there instead but I should give an important warning for anybody going through with this. Buying a PO box with royal mail will cause them to send them a letter to your home confirming your PO box despite their customer services saying that they would just send you an email only so be careful!! I just managed to get so lucky because my mum was busy when the post came so she told my younger brother to get the post instead. When my brother went to get the post, I collected mine from him and hid it from my mum whilst I got lucky enough for there to be another post for my dad meaning that I managed to get away. I'm so pissed at royal mail for outright lying with their customer services but I'm so glad that I didn't get caught
Sounds like things are definitely going your way so far. I hope it all works out in the end.
I can't imagine how nervous you must be buying this. 729
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
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@ijustwishtodie I get you, as long as you are prepared and don't do it on impulse, it might be fine
I wish you the best, I couldn't do it lol
I won't do it on impulse. I'll prepare myself as much as I can beforehand because I know that I only have one shot at this and I will try my best to get it right first try
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
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Sounds like things are definitely going your way so far. I hope it all works out in the end.
I can't imagine how nervous you must be buying this. 729
Honestly, all of my nerves came from the idea of my parents catching me out. As soon as I got that royal mail letter, all of my nerves went away and, for the first time in my life, I feel so powerful. I'm so glad to that one SS member warning everybody about the royal mail thing as I would have been screwed if it wasn't for that
 
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