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[Namelesa]

I feel like I am cursed to suffer cus I lack options for suicide or recovery. Why did I have to be in the worst situation possible

620

 

[APeacefulPlace]

621​

 

[Redacted24]

I'm too laggy tonight to keep up... good luck guys!
622

 

[APeacefulPlace]

623 - @Redacted24 thanks for the company, it was warmer here with you : )​

 

[Namelesa]

622

 

[APeacefulPlace]

623​

 

[Namelesa]

622

 

[human909]

624

 

[APeacefulPlace]

624​

 

[Namelesa]

623​

 

[APeacefulPlace]

624​

 

[Namelesa]

623​

 

[APeacefulPlace]

624​

 

[human909]

626

 

[APeacefulPlace]

626​

 

[Namelesa]

625​

its 624

this was supposed to be 623 here

624

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[whitetaildeer]

624(?)

I'm too laggy tonight to keep up... good luck guys!

thank you! take care (at work or at home, not sure where you're at currently)

I feel like I am cursed to suffer cus I lack options for suicide or recovery. Why did I have to be in the worst situation possible

i HATE this limbo. so much. sorry you have to deal with that. what do you consider recovery? i think if you were to "recover" (as in, very tentatively tapping into it, both to get your family off of your back and see if it's of any help), you could start getting a lot of your privileges back... which could help you in the long run no matter what you choose

 

[APeacefulPlace]

625​

 

[whitetaildeer]

626

GOD i love mcdonalds quarter pounders

 

[Namelesa]

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[APeacefulPlace]

626​

 

[human909]

627

 

[APeacefulPlace]

628​

 

[whitetaildeer]

629

 

[APeacefulPlace]

630​

 

[human909]

631

 

[APeacefulPlace]

632​

 

[human909]

633

 

[APeacefulPlace]

634​

 

[Namelesa]

i HATE this limbo. so much. sorry you have to deal with that. what do you consider recovery? i think if you were to "recover" (as in, very tentatively tapping into it, both to get your family off of your back and see if it's of any help), you could start getting a lot of your privileges back... which could help you in the long run no matter what you choose

I consider recovery just being able to manage life and not be depressed most of the time and have some semblance of not wanting to die all the time. I would want to get more freedom or escape from my family but that's hard to do when I am so emotional and expressive which causes me to not be able to keep my suicidalness to myself.

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