Namelesa
Trapped in this Suffering
- Sep 21, 2024
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I already have disability money from my autism. I don't know what to ask them to buy tho as I am enjoying less and less things as time passes. I am trying to get my bank details from them hopefully as mum is helping me to sell some of my plushies and she has said she would give me the money. Also hopefully in the future from me maybe potentially selling my game when its eventually done.366
i wish there was something you or we could do. literally anything to get you a step closer to being out of that house.
sorry for continuing to harp on this if it's just not an option at all, but how well does disability pay in the uk? are you eligible? you have an unfit to work certificate; that's already a good step towards getting on disability. in america, i know disability is very dependent on exactly what condition you have and how severe it is (someone who is blind could get 3k a month; depression can give 900 a month, just as 2 examples)
i know your card is gone but if you were somehow able to get your parents' trust back by just buying a lot of stuff you enjoy through disability, then they stop keeping such a close eye on it because you're not buying anything to hurt yourself/ctb, you might be able to get a plan going?
there's also sex work. i know you have a bg in that and that's never ever something i would recommend (just due to how people treat sex workers; it's really bad especially if your mental health is awful), but desperate times/desperate measures.
I would happily try out online sex work as I am such a slut. I even made free porn of myself in the past and people have enjoyed that and think I am attractive so its not something I am at all ashamed with. I am worried about my thigh scars making me less attractive now tho but my mum is thinking of allowing to get me something to lessen the scars or put a tattoo on it. A problem with doing this work tho is having my parents not find out as they are against me doing it and my mum thinks its illegal for some reason and to even get my bank details in the first place. I also wouldn't know where to start.
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