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whitetaildeer

whitetaildeer

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how is everyone today?
 
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ma0

ma0

How did I get here?
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how is everyone today?
pfffftttttt literally nothing is happening

i went to take a quick 15 minute nap at like 4pm and woke up 3 hours later. this is a regular thing for me and i hate it.

521
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
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bluengreen

this itch is NOT helping my ideation
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
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522 I feel even more confused and worse now
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
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522 I feel even more confused and worse now
I've been gone from here for most of the day so I'm curious if there's any context to this. Either way, I'm sorry for what you're going through
 
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Namelesa

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523.

I've been gone from here for most of the day so I'm curious if there's any context to this. Either way, I'm sorry for what you're going through
my mum has been able to text my best friend's mum and she says he hasn't tried to kill himself but that he blocked me cus of being too much especially with my suicidalness. If are believe her that he is alive that means he really did abandon me or that she has threatened him to not talk to me again but why didn't he give me a proper explanation on why he left me? Why hasn't he blocked me on other social medias except discord. Why hasn't he said anything publicly else where?
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
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my mum has been able to text my best friend's mum and she says he hasn't tried to kill himself but that he blocked me cus of being too much especially with my suicidalness. If are believe her that he is alive that means he really did abandon me or that she has threatened him to not talk to me again but why didn't he give me a proper explanation on why he left me? Why hasn't he blocked me on other social medias except discord. Why hasn't he said anything publicly else where?
523. Whattttttttt. Damn, that's just fucked. Getting ghosted is just so unfair. It'd be understandable if he was going to ctb but no
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

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523. Whattttttttt. Damn, that's just fucked. Getting ghosted is just so unfair. It'd be understandable if he was going to ctb but no
I just feel utterly betrayed now. I would feel better if he was just to ctb as that isn't a problem with me but his life and would feel better about him not suffering but if he has just left me then did he lie about liking me? I am so fluffing worthless and that means I failed again. Everyone will abandon me in the end cus of how terrible I am. Why do I have to want human connection? WHY? I HATE THIS.

522
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
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I just feel utterly betrayed now. I would feel better if he was just to ctb as that isn't a problem with me but his life and would feel better about him not suffering but if he has just left me then did he lie about liking me? I am so fluffing worthless and that means I failed again. Everyone will abandon me in the end cus of how terrible I am. Why do I have to want human connection? WHY? I HATE THIS.

522
523. A lot of humans suck so much tbh. It makes me hate human nature or just nature itself as a whole. It'd be so nice to not want to crave a connection with anybody as wanting connections with people is where it'd all go wrong
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
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523. A lot of humans suck so much tbh. It makes me hate human nature or just nature itself as a whole. It'd be so nice to not want to crave a connection with anybody as wanting connections with people is where it'd all go wrong
522 I am glad you don't have to carve it. It honestly just makes things worse. I feel so lied to. Like him saying about me being the most comfortable person to be around. Was that a lie? I thought you said no one else was going to accept you like I have. I don't understand?! I loved you, I loved your autism and you hyper-fixating on musicians I didn't even know at the time. I liked being able to hear you vent to me about whatever. I accept parts of you that you thought other won't like your D.I.D, age regression and other interests. I loved taking care of you when you were age regressed. I was someone who genuinely liked your appearance when you though other would hate it. I feel so worthless and that I don't deserve anything no matter how much work I put into a friendship or relationship.
 
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whitetaildeer

whitetaildeer

*bleat*
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my mum has been able to text my best friend's mum and she says he hasn't tried to kill himself but that he blocked me cus of being too much especially with my suicidalness. If are believe her that he is alive that means he really did abandon me or that she has threatened him to not talk to me again but why didn't he give me a proper explanation on why he left me? Why hasn't he blocked me on other social medias except discord. Why hasn't he said anything publicly else where?
immediately my first guess is that he wants you to reach out to him... when i ghost i'm quick to block people on every platform i can think of.
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

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immediately my first guess is that he wants you to reach out to him... when i ghost i'm quick to block people on every platform i can think of.
I tried to text him and call him immediately but he didn't respond.

522
 
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whitetaildeer

whitetaildeer

*bleat*
Aug 5, 2024
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I tried to text him and call him immediately but he didn't respond.
that sucks. i'm sorry. hopefully he'll come back and say he was pressured into this (considering how his mom is)
 
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Namelesa

Namelesa

Trapped in this Suffering
Sep 21, 2024
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523

that sucks. i'm sorry. hopefully he'll come back and say he was pressured into this (considering how his mom is)
he is online on discord. I know cus we are both in one server and he is still blocking me. he really has left me

he is also online on Xbox, I have sent a message to just say if he has actually just left me
 
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