yea, the way I play with him is that we run around outside while I drag his favorite toy with a rope and he tries to keep it in his mouth as long as possible. Its better playing with him in winter cus its not hot which means I am less tired from running.
it feels peaceful knowing I have an escape if everything gets worse yeah I get it
383 my situation being that I am trapped in the house is the worst case situation as its hard to either recover or to ctb. I hate my life385
I wish it was that easy for anyone
I understand it completely, though I'm trying to recover it feels like I'll be trapped forever in the house because I'm not able to accomplish anything lol
thanks, I wish for it to go away too lol
384 That was my case too a few years ago. I was so hard to get though it. Do you know when you won't be in the house anymore ?
I have no clue. As my family has enough money for me to live for the rest of my life and won't kick me out the house, I am stuck here cus they don't want to risk me committing suicide in any way possible. I can't buy SN as they will get it first and throw it away and can't go outside on my own so no jumping or drowning. I can only access partial hanging and have tried that twice but my preferred anchor point broke (but that might be cus there were clothes hanging on it too so extra weight that I could take off next time.) Only hope is either lie about how I am feeling for a long time or wait for my family members to die.
385 Hi ! Thank you very much <3
Idk how old you are, but maybe finding a job or prettending that everything is okay can help you leave the house. I don't know yoour situation so it's just hypotetical but it could be for school (even if you hate it, just fake it to get an appartment by yourself etc).
