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boxingbeagle

boxingbeagle

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Nov 23, 2024
32
Hi all,

Good news. My N passed the test and I am confident I have the real shit. If I don't, the barbiturate test convinced me I do, so it could be similar. I'm 100% confident I will ctb. Decided on Feb 14 - Valentine's Day.

My protocol will be released on Feb 21 by another member who will be on video call with me. I'll be following the exact protocol from PPH, except a more lethal dose and more fasting, more benzodiazepines.

Thank you to all. May Peace be With You.
 
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DarkestSoul

DarkestSoul

Death = Peace
Jan 20, 2025
62
Hope your transition will be smooth.
Be at peace. ✌🏻🤗
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,332
Safe travels and good luck! I hope you find peace!
 
NitrogenAfternoon

NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
142
I hope you are able to find your peace no matter what you decide on. I actually reached out to you before after seeing your post in the partners thread, and remember your previous thread about testing the N. I just want to wish you all the best, Valentine's Day gets to me too, and I think picking this date has a lot of meaning to it. I'm sorry that it has come to this for you, but it's important to send some love and appreciation your way. Though I share the same intentions and plans, it still hurts to see other members decide on this.
 
SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
Wishing you peace and rest.
 
Roadrunner

Roadrunner

Specialist
Mar 18, 2024
370
Good luck, hope your journey to total peace is gentle and successful
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,677
I hope you have a smooth transition from this world to the next. May the spirits guide, keep and comfort you during this time. And may you find the peace we all seek to find. 🫂🫂🫂
 
ihatemyselfwanttodi

ihatemyselfwanttodi

Experienced
Jan 26, 2025
296
I'm sorry, I hope you find peace.
 
APeacefulPlace

APeacefulPlace

Ape
Dec 2, 2024
297
Whatever you decide, wishing you the best. Hope you find everything you're looking for. 🕊️
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,997
I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.
 
human909

human909

Banned
Dec 30, 2024
590
I hope you find the peace that you've been searching for and good luck!
 
YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
1,385
I wish you peace and hope that with your decision you depart as easy as possible,,the pain of this world getting to me I don't know how many years left I'll really last, I wish you the best, never got to chat with you but either way I'll be going through your threads in hopes to understand you a little better, Godspeed.
 
FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
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Peace be with you too, thank you. All the best Boxing Beagle, may you rest well.
 
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Gangrel

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Jul 25, 2024
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I just wish you the best, sending hugs.
 
UnrulyNightmare

UnrulyNightmare

Wanderer
Jul 3, 2024
469
I'm sorry. Wishing you nothing but peace 🤍
 
NitrogenAfternoon

NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
142
we haven't seen or heard from them for 5 hours and it makes me feel very weary. I believe they have made the transition, and I really hope they went away peacefully, which I am sure they did since it was with N. They were determined. I guess we will know on the 21st, but it seems we lost them. RIP. I hope you find the love and appreciation you were perhaps searching for on the other side now. Valentines Day is a tough one, but you don't have to suffer anymore.
 
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Ashes of a Dreamer

Ashes of a Dreamer

Looking for freedom out of this hell
Dec 29, 2024
161
Good travel, hoping that SI doesn't bother you, move on o/ And if you really CTB, everybody will look for the hints related to buy N from a reliable source rsrsrsrsrsrs May the peace be with you ;D
 
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Light_

Elementalist
Apr 9, 2024
830
I'm glad you have a peaceful method. Peace be with you.
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,196
nothing but peace and love to you.
 
Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
983
I hope you find the peace you're looking for
 
NoHalfMeasures

NoHalfMeasures

You either run from things, or you face them
Aug 20, 2024
73
I wish the the very best to you. Safe journeys.
 
NegevChina

NegevChina

I've done the best I could
Sep 5, 2024
623
Peace and relax from the burdon of this life. No matter what happens, you dont deserve to suffer. I wish the best for you:heart:
 
NitrogenAfternoon

NitrogenAfternoon

Finding My Peace
Jan 20, 2025
142
My protocol will be released on Feb 21 by another member who will be on video call with me. I'll be following the exact protocol from PPH, except a more lethal dose and more fasting, more benzodiazepines.

I have not seen the protocol be released despite it being the exact one from the PPH. Is there any word on this?
 
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