Bought my ammunition

[ikadasui]

I've got sicken of my own pity party that I've been hosting for myself daily and finally decided to do something about it. 45acp jhp rounds at 230grain are what I'm using for my method. I plan to go to the gun store on monday and I think I can act well enough to not set off any alarm bells, but I'm still kind of nervous about getting it and then securing it home as I cannot drive. The gun store isn't terribly far from my house but I'll still be walking around with a fire arm in a bag which could land me in serious shit. I'm finishing up ff14 endwalker expansion and as soon as that's done I won't have anything left that I feel is worth hanging around for so I'm hoping for an exit by next week!

 

[canna2]

Temple or mouth?

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans. I hope everything goes the way you want it to.

 

[suicidebiddybyebye]

Best of luck. Hope you find peace.

 

[Someone123]

If you use this method please do some research. Under the chin is a bad location because many people blow their faces off this way and survive- there are many people who have done this who have posted videos on youtube. I( checked into it and there is no foolproof place to point or ammo to use, etc. That's why I personally dropped consideration of this method- no matter what angle or what ammo there was still risk of surviving with serious injury- some say it works 80% or the time, some say less- who knows. Sn is not as lethal but if you survive people seem to usually not have lasting damage. There are various opinions about the type of ammo and the angle that works best- you would need to do your own research, but under the chin is a huge mistake definitely because the gun can kick and then who knows what will happen- it's a bad location for sure. If you are young, under 30, please consider making an extra effort to find something good in life- the younger you are the more chances to turn things around. I hope you find peace somehow.

 

[Rayzieka]

Hope you find peace painlessly.