Diesel_Punk
Chasing dreamless sleep
- May 6, 2021
- 58
I got some nice strong synthetic rope, the package says it will hold up to 600kg which is well within my weight range. I also already have a perfect anchor point for partial suspension picked out. I have spent the past week or so looking at videos and pictures of people who caught the bus this way and from what I've seen it is neither a quick nor a pretty way to die (most of the ugly stuff happens while one is unconscious) but it is the only one I could organise with depression wringing every ounce of energy from my body.
I may not go through with it today or tomorrow but my hope is that I will find the guts to overcome my SI sooner rather than later.
I may not go through with it today or tomorrow but my hope is that I will find the guts to overcome my SI sooner rather than later.